Cake// Shooting between us

Chapter four

Luke's POV:
Well, looks like I could possibly and finally make some friends.
The smell of weed made me want to gag, but I'm just glad they have the same music taste as me. Calum showed them his awesome Blink-182 tattoo, their reaction was similar to mine. "Do you have any, Luke?" Dougie asked me. "Me? Nahh....not yet at least." I shrugged. I wanted a tattoo on my arm, maybe meaningful song lyrics or something. I wanted them to cover up some old.....ah...never mind.

Frank pulled up his sleeve to show a tattoo saying '9:07'. "Pretty cool right?" He grinned. "Yeah...but what does it mean?" I asked him. His cheeks went a little pink when I spoke. "oH...9:07 was the exact time I finished when I lost my virginity. Pretty weird, I know. But she was the love of my life." His cheeks reddened even more. Was strange but I found it quite cute that he wanted that moment to be memorable. "oH...that's actually pretty sweet in a weird way" I smiled. He giggled. "Thanks, when did you lose yours?" He asked. I started to feel awkward, I don't normally like talking about my sex life because I'm quite ashamed of the amount of people I've slept with. "Erm...a year or two ago I think. I was drunk at the time so I can't really remember." I shrugged. "You were drunk? Ah if you had sex while drunk then that must mean you're quite a player, eh Luke?" Doug chuckled. I started to feel embarrassed. "I'm ashamed of it and I'm tying to change....but yeah I guess I was a player." My cheeks went pink. "How many girls? More than 10?" "Uh huh..." and it's been more than girls. They don't know that I've had sex with guys too, but I was going to keep quiet about that for a little while. Even to Calum. "How many?" He asked me. "........forty four....." I muttered. well. Sex be on fleek. I just made myself sound like a complete dick. "Yikes man...do you regret it?" "Yeah I do...I do a lot." I added. Which was the truth. "Why, bruh?" He added. "Well, I'm only 17 and I guess it's not that good for me being so young. It doesn't exactly seem right"

"Damn you little fucker! For me it's been about 17. What about you Doug?" Frank asked him. "13. Not many but they've all been my girlfriends. Calum?" We all stared at Calum as he stared back blankly. "Anyways...." he mumbled "ayy come on Cal! All of us have admitted it! You should too!" Dougie chuckled. "I'm not proud of it." he said bluntly. By his expression, you could tell that he didn't want to admit it. "It doesn't matter! How many?" Frank pressured him. Calum muttered underneath is breath. "...64 girls..."

My jaw dropped. I thought that I was the player, but he's had sixty four girls! I was shocked AF. "But I'm willing to change. I don't want a fuckboy reputation because I do respect women." He added. I started to smile a bit, cause I found it cute. I'm not gonna lie, but I do have a little bit of a crush on him. "Change?" I asked. "Yeah...I mean I'm not gonna stop being bad and setting shit on fire but I'm gonna stop sleeping with as many girls as I do." "You set stuff on fire?" I curiously asked. I found it quite sexy how he does that...I'm falling for his criminal ways more and more. "Not dangerously. Like I set my shoe on fire then put it out just for fun." "oH right..." well Jesus Christ. I find that strangely attractive..."but the amount of girls is going to change. I'm an idiot." He added. "I guess we're all idiots" I smiled trying to lighten the mood. "I first had sex when I was 15 and makes me sound like a douchebag" Calum added. "Do you remember it? Your first time?" I fumbled with my shoe buckle. "Yeah....was great I just regret being so young. People think I'm a douchebag and a man whore." "People wouldn't know unless you bragged about it" i shrugged. "I never brag. It's not usually me who tries to get them in bed, they throw themselves at me. They do that with you?" He asked. "Yeah and I still get judged for it today." "It sucks, huh?" His face went innocent as I nodded in agreement. "Have you guys ever don't anything wi h another guy? Even if...if you were drunk or something? Dougie asked. Shit. What am I supposed to say? I don't want to admit that... "nope" I lied and Calum sh00k his head. I looked him like 'bruh' because he should've been honest too. I know I lied, but I'm not open about it whereas Calum has been with me. Calum awkwardly looked away from me to avoid eye contact. Frank sh00k his head too, whereas Dougie started to blush. "When I was super super drunk...I got it on with a guy before. I topped of course" pffffffttt. Just pfffffffttt.

Well this certainly isn't the most embarrassing convo I've ever taken part in. At least they went back to their room a few minutes later. Things were starting to get embarrassing AF. As soon as they left, I immediately went up to calum. "Why didn't you just tell them you were bisexual?" I asked him. "That never even came up. They didn't ask me if I was bi." He bluntly replied. "But when they asked if you've slept with a guy why did you say no?" "I wasn't lying, I haven't slept with a guy." He sat on his bed. "Uh huh." "I actually haven't Luke. I've wanted to but it's never come to that. Few people even know about my sexuality." I started to walk to the bathroom "if you say so." he got up and started to follow me "you don't believe me do you?" I turned around and gave him a serious stare. "Why are you following me? I need to shower." "Tell me the truth first!" He began to raise his voice. "I don't know Calum okay? I don't know." He sighed and walked back to his bed. "You're confusing me Luke." I chuckled. "The way I like it." He sighed stressfully. I pissed him off again HA! I loved doing that, not gonna lie. But I'm quite an irritating son of a bitch, no offence mum. He took his shirt off and climbed into bed, settling down for the night. I took my short shower then as soon as I dried off and put my boxers and hoodie on, i walked back into the room to see Calum asleep. He fell to sleep with his phone in his hand. Lol. He looked so cute when he sleeps, and extremely hot. I climbed into bed then went to sleep myself.

So here we are, day three. I'm not going to class. Why should I? I can't be bothered for that shit. I woke up yawning AF to see that Calum was sat up and awake, with huge bags under his eyes. He looked like he didn't have much sleep last night. He looked exhausted. I stretched as I sat up in bed. "Good morning to you." Calum said bluntly. "oH hi morning" I looked at him. "Did you sleep well?" "Yeah, did you?" I asked politely. He rolled his eyes sarcastically. "Yeah great." "Was it me? I'm sorry I should've mentioned before that I talk in my sleep oops" I giggled a bit. "No, no you didn't wake me up. I woke myself up." He stretched. "oH forget I said that" I said embarrassingly.
"Well I did hear you talk a bit but that's not why I couldn't sleep" he chuckled cutely AF. "oH..as long as I didn't say anything embarrassing stuff then okay I guess" "yeah you did a bit. 'I don't want to go to the picnic mummy'" I blushed and cringed AF. Why did I say that? Me and my mum never go on picnics! "Dunno why I said that...ahah...erm..why'd you wake up then?" "It was a nightmare." oH, I was desperate to know what it was about but didn't want to be too nosy. "oH....What was the nightmare about? I mean..you don't have to say but.." I felt more and more embarrassed after asking. "Knowing you you would probably laugh at me."
"Calum you barley know me, it's harsh to jump to conclusion that I would laugh." "You love to confuse me, piss me off and hide stuff from me. Why wouldn't you laugh?" I felt hurt AF. I do love to piss him off but I don't laugh at everything that comes out of his mouth. I didn't laugh when he told me the friggin cigarette was put out on him. "Because as surprising as it sounds, I actually do have a heart." He rolled his eyes at me. "Mhm."

For fucks sake. For fucks sake man. "Whatever" I said as I got out of bed and put my black skinny jeans on. "If you had a heart why do you want me to feel negatively all the time?" He continued, still laying in his bed. "I don't like you feeling that way, you control how you feel not me" "then why carry on doing it when I say it's pissing me off? Like you try so hard to make me feel worse. You carry on as though you're asking to get punched, why bother?" He looked up at me. "I don't laugh at you, I laugh at the situation." "Sure." He got up and dressed himself.

"Don't believe me if you don't want to." I put my socks on. "Can I ask you something, Luke?" Calum sat back down on his bed. "Go ahead." I'm dreading what he was gonna ask me. "Would you consider myself as one of your friends?" Hmm.. I needed to think for a few seconds. Yes, I suppose. I guess I've told him more than what I've told anyone else at this school. "I guess so" I said as I shrugged. "Well if you would I guess I could tell you. But if you laugh this is the last time I'm telling you shit." "Okay okay" I sat on my bed ready to listen. "I dreamt that people beat me up for being interested in men" he looked up like an innocent puppy. oH my...that is...deep. I've had dreams like that before "I would've kicked their asses but I'm always defenceless in dreams." He added. "Do...do you know why?" I asked him. "It's common. You can't run or fight. You just have to stand there taking the shit." "Yeah I guess that's true. But hey I didn't laugh" I smiled. He smiled back a little bit. "I guess so. Erm...are you going to class today?" He asked. Nah. Fuck that, I can't be arsed for that. "Probably not. Are you?" "Nope" he giggled again. WHy iS hIS giGGLe sO cUTe?!? "What are you gonna do then?" I asked. "Probably sleep since I only got about 1 hour and 45 minutes sleep last night" nodded. "Best to do that I guess" I agreed. He took his clothes off and climbed back into bed in his underwear. He looks so hot. He fell to sleep again as I watched him lay there being beautiful.

He accidentally flexed his muscles out as he slept, which was a nice view. I just want to...I just want to....never mind. What I want to do to him isn't exactly the most PG thing ever.