His heat on top of mine was extraordinary and I could've stayed there my whole life..my heart was content and it felt like my whole world stopped spinning and I could smile and not worry about being hurt or the evil things that could ruin my happiness....my happiness...that's not something i am use to saying...
He loved me without me asking for it, and he cared as much as i did and i could feel it but even then i had my fears but his kisses washed them away like it was an effortless action of love. I had never experienced that level of love before and I had no comparison. His arms were wrapped around me and we were surrounded by cotton white sheets with the sun rays shining through in onto our bodies. It could've been a dream...but the feeling was so vivid and real. I never believed in being in love with someone but every part of my body was electrified with him. My smile is real, my happy is full, my heart's content, and I have a safe place. I probably trust him too much and I probably give him too much of me but at this point I really don't care.
I roll my body over to see his perfect eyes watching me with a smile on his face that I will never forget. He leans in and gives me a breathless kiss that tingles for the moments after he has stopped and the chills are still running through me. His face, his body, his smile, his eyes, his humor, and his love is all perfect to me.I could dedicate every perfect love song to him and it still fit perfectly, kinda like his hand in mine.. Maybe it is being in love.....
Then, I woke up from on the grass next to my painting box and ground palette..my dinner and my pillow still where they were the night before. Yesterday, once the boy had left I brought my stuff out here and I must have fallen asleep because it was 8 am and I was still out there. I had accomplished 5 more chapters in my poetry and i finished a painting I started months ago that the idea dead ended. My chest hurt because the dream felt so real and it made me happy. That kind of happy doesn't come often...or for me?
That kind of happy doesn't come around at all..
