Between My Lines

You Never Could Make Up Your Mind

You Never Could Make Up Your Mind

so it never surprised me when you

would suddenly disappear from my

life.

All at once

no warnings

just gone with no hints as

to why.

Contact didn't happen

and after a while I would

give up.

I knew when it came time that

you would show back up.

Few months later it

always happened-

no excuse for me

just some vague

                  casual

                  normal

 greeting.

As if you hadn't just come back from

months long haitus from me.

Always something like

Hey baby

I sure missed you.

It didn't matter that

that was how it always went

for you and I.

There was a constant fear that

the last time I saw you would

be the very last.

Took to making sure you knew

how loved you were

every time I walked away from you.

Only you knew the next time we would

see each other.