“Life is really miserable, we meet people who we requested not to meet at all.” -U N K N O W N
[Louisa Anna]
Life is really miserable, we meet people who we requested not to meet at all. Kaya isang napakalaking misfortune na maging professor ng boyfriend ng pumanaw kong kapatid.
About 3 seconds ago, I visited Aya’s tomb. To give her flowers and tell some stories about my meeting with her boyfriend.
I was really saddened by Aya’s death, although hindi ako nagpapakita sa mama ni Aya dahil anak lang naman ako ng papa ko sa ibang babae, I want Aya’s mother to be my mother too. But she refused my daddy’s request to take care of me even if at that time, papa is dying. Since then, the idea that Aya’s mother wouldn’t like me at all never left my mind.
I had the chance to get closer to Aya when papa brought her to our house every summer. Natutuwa ako sa kanya dahil wala akong kasama noon sa bahay kundi ang papa ko. Hindi pa nila ako pinapalabas dahil ikinahihiya nila ako. No one knew me. Kahit isang friend ni daddy. I am the fruit of a disgrace that’s why I don’t have the right to be known.
Kaya nung nakatapos ako ng college and at the same time daddy passed away, I decided to start my world. AGAIN. Without anyone who’s there beside me.
*Wooooosh*
Sh1t! Ang lakas ng hangin, may ipo-ipo ba? Tokwa ang sakit sa mata! After the longest 10 seconds in my life, akala ko tatangayin ako ng ipo-ipo! Tokwang yun, payat pa naman ako. Anyways! Makauwi na – Wait a second? Is that RJ Perdivez? Yes yes , my “student” ! But the shocking thing here is, he’s alone but he’s certainly talking to someone! Whoa!! Yes of course he is, I can see it clearly, he even laughs? Alone? What the eff? Is he crazy and he thinks that he is talking to Aya? Shizz! Creepy!
[RJ]
Natutuwa talaga ako. Kanina pa hindi maalis yung –
“Abot tengang ngiti ah.” Si Lyra pala. My sister.
“Oh, gising ka pa?” sabi ko. Gabi na kasi, nagsesenti ako dito sa terrace tapos biglang susulpot ‘tong si Lyra.
“Obvious naman di ba kuya? Pwera na lang kung multo kausap mo.”
MULTO.
Shit, si Aya nga pala! Kailang kaya ulit kami magkikita? Namimiss ko na siya.
*snap*
“Huy kuya!”
“Hoy Lyra, matulog ka na pwede? Anong oras na oh gising ka pa.”
“Hmm, wala laaaaang… I just thought you need someone to talk to.”
“Why? Wala naman akong problema ah?”
“Yeah, yeah wala nga sige kuya tulog na ako. Goodnight.”
Then pinitik ko siya sa ilong as an answer of “Goodnight din.” Ayos di ba?
Hay salamat tahimik na. Bilog yung buwan, malakas ang ihip ng hangin, di pa naman magpapasko, bakit kaya? Baka maya bagyo.
“Ang ganda pa rin ni Lyra.”
“Ay tokwa!”
“Ang ganda ko namang tokwa.”
“Aya naman kasi, pwedeng sumignal ka muna bago ka sumulpot?”
BINABASA MO ANG
In behalf of my soul
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