boys & life lessons

Blue Eyes

There hasn't been a day that's gone by where you haven't crossed my mind.

I think back to those moments of pure happiness that I shared with you.

The thing I wonder the most is if you still think about me.

I put up a front that I'm okay.

But really on the inside, I'm hurting.

Laying in bed, I can remember the times you were next to me.

Watching your smile and blue eyes just like a movie.

Sometimes I wonder how it really would've end.

Did I really mess up? or do I just miss my best friend?

These thoughts come to haunt me when I see you in the halls.

Passing each other without a smile makes me realize what I lost.

You saw the potential in me that I didn't see in myself.

We came from two sides of the tracks, but I thought you were different than the rest.

- CH