Spiritual Romance (Pip × Damien)

Cartman's An Asshole

  After Butter's had left Pip made a pot of tea and put a frozen pizza into the oven to cook. He sat at the kitchen table and took sips of his tea as he read the book he found under his bed. It was about the do's and don'ts with talking boards.
   He read a chapter about how you should properly depose your board if bad spirits or even demons contact you.
   The oven started to beep letting Pip know the pizza was finished. He opened up the oven and placed the hot pizza onto a plate after putting on a glove so he doesn't burn his hand. He turned off the oven and sat the pizza down on the table for it to cool down.
   As he was busy pouring another glass of tea he heard a loud crash and quickly turned around to see what happened.
   The wooden chair he was once sitting on was fliped over on its side and the plate and pizza was now on the floor.
   Pip sighed and picked up the shattered plate throwing it and the pizza away. He straighten the chair and sipped the last of his tea before taking sleeping pills and going to bed.

   *Time Skip To Tuesday Morning*

   Pip woke up and got dressed he wore a dark blue hoodie with a white anchor on the front along with skinny khaki pants and dark blue converse with his signature hat.
   He ate breakfast and brushed his teeth and grabbing his bookbag before walking to school by himself.
   As he was walking down the street he noticed Cartman and his crew walking on the opposite side of the road. Pip got really nervous and hoped that Cartman wouldn't notice it was him. He really didn't want to be beat upheadin
    Pip took small glances across the road as he walked he could hear the group of guys laughing and telling inappropriate jokes and Kyle getting pissed off.
   Just as Pip took a final glance at the group as he got closer to the school he locked eyes with Cartman. Cartman turned it attention towards Pip and the group caught on and looked over to where Cartmans glare was heading.
  Pip was shaking and his stomach did flips and he was on the verge of a panic attack. Cartman began walking towards Pip and Pip decided it was his time to flee. He ran and Cartman was close behind. He ran pretty fast for a fat kid.
   He caught up to Pip and tackled him to the ground. Pip tried to escape his grip but Cartman pinned him down.
   "How dare you snitch on me Pip!"
"I-I didn't do a-anything" Pip shuddered.
   Cartman brought one hand into the air and punched Pip in the jaw. Pip tried desperately to fight back but Cartman was to strong. Pip could hear Stan and Kyle freaking out and trying to get Cartman off of him. Kenny was trying to get Pip free by pulling his arms.
   Cartman began to punch Pip in the face some more before Kyle successfully pulled Cartman away from him.
  Kenny picked up Pip in his arms bridal style and gave him a sympathetic look.
   Pip sobbed and removed himself from Kenny's arms he brushed himself off as tears rolled down his pale cheeks. He turned around to see Stan and Kyle calming Cartman down and Kenny staring at him with sad eyes.
   Pip wiped the tears away and headed for the school once more. He had arrived at the front doors in minutes and brushed pass the crowd of students to get inside the building.
   He bumped into some kid with dark hair but didn't bother apologizing he didn't really care anymore he just needed to be alone. He headed for the bathroom and searched to make sue the stalls were empty before locking the door.
    He slowly sat on the floor crisscross and held his hands over his eyes he let a few tears stream down his face.
  'Why is my life so... Depressing..? Why does no one like me? Why am I such a failure? Why am I so lonely? Why can't I just leave? Why am I here?' Pip asked himself so many questions he began to question his reality. He questioned whether he should just end it all...
   He's mind went to very dark places he looked around the bathroom he saw a small blade under the sink he slowly moved over to it and picked it up.
    He examined the blade it looked used maybe it was one of the emo kids who accidentally lost it.
  He lifted his sleeve and held the blade to his skin. He closed his eyes peacefully as he slid the blade into the skin on his wrist. It hurt but it was a relief to him it made him feel somewhat better. He gave his wrist a few more deep slices before rolling down his sleeve and placing the blade into the pocket of his jeans.
   He looked at himself through the mirror over a sink and put on his usual fake smile and than headed to class.
   As he made his way to class he noticed the kid he had accidentally ran into. The kid had dark hair and a solid red glow in his eye's. He wore all black like the goth kids and he was casually leaning against the lockers scrolling through his phone.
   Pip caught himself staring at him and noticed the kid look at him and give a death glare. Pip looked away quickly not wanting to get beat up again.
   Pip walked into his classroom and silently waited for the teacher and other students to come. The only kid in the class besides Pip was Jimmy but he sat in the front Pip decided the sit in the right back side of the class. He placed his arms crisscross onto the desk and than laid his head down he closed his eyes and waited for class the began. It was about a minute or two later when he heard the door open and a few kids walking in.
   He didn't worry about Cartman they only had one class together at the end of the school day.
   Pip snuggled his head into his sleeves and listened to the chattering of other students. They talked about unimportant things like the school dance coming up and the boys and girls they thought were cute. No one mentioned Pip though but he didn't really care.
   Pip didn't raise his head even when the teacher walked in. He ignored her completely even as she asked him to sit up.
   The teacher walked over to him and dropped a book onto his desk. He jolted up frightened by the sudden loud noise.
   The teacher was frowning and had her brows furrowed clearly annoyed. The other students began to laugh and giggle. Pip just looked at the teacher who looked as if she was waiting for an apology.
  Pip nodded his head slightly and spoke in a soft voice. "I'm sorry mama I was just tired. Do forgive my rudeness."
   The teachers mood changed to a more kind one she gave Pip a small smile. "You are forgiven just please don't fall asleep in class darling."
  Pip cringed slightly at the nickname but nodded at the teacher.
  She made her way back to the front of the class and began the days lesson. Pip didn't pay much attention which wasn't very normal for him. He just stated at the corner of the room and eavesdropped other students conversations.
    Wendy and Bebe where talking about how weird and mean the new kid was. He assumed they were talking about the kid that death glared him and just shrugged it off.
   He took a look around the room and noticed the dark haired kid from before was sitting two seats in front of him.
   Pip wondered if the kid could hear the girls talking about him or if he even cared. He also wondered what his name was and where he's from.
  He was to frightened to talk to him though he really didn't want to be hit again by anyone.
   

         *Time Skip To Lunch Time*

    Pip walked alone into the cafeteria and grabbed a plate putting today's lunch onto it and sitting down at his usual lonley table. He thought about today how he had gotten beat up how he has bruses all over his face. How he has a black eye. He thought back to yesterday when his furniture decided it was going to just fall and break. Pip sighed and took a bite of mashed potatoes.
    He closed his eyes as he ate some more mashed potatoes and thought more about the things that happened to him in the last few weeks.
   He was interrupted from he's thoughts when he heard a cheery voice.
   "Howdy Pip! Why are you sitting alone?"
  Pips opened his eyes slowly and eyed Butters for a moment.
"I um always sit alone. Would you like to join me?" Pip said very monotone.
   "Well if you'd like I will!" He smiled warmly and sat next to Pip.
  "Hey what happened to your face Pip?" Butters asked sounding very serious.
  "Cartman beat me up this morning before school." Pip looked down at his lap a feeling of pain washed over him.
  He waited for Butter's to speak. He said nothing and it was quiet. Until he felt arms wrap around him.
   He was stiff at first not expecting the hug but soon gave in and warped his arms around Butters to return the hug. They stayed like this for a while but parted after what seemed like forever. Pip gave himself a mental note to remember that he needs more hugs. Both of the bloonds gave each other small smiles.
  They went back to eating and small chat and for once Pip didn't feel lonely. Butters was a great friend to have he made him happy.
   As him and Butters talked about Phillip and Terence Pip glanced around the cafeteria and locked his baby blue eyes with crimson red ones.       He jumped a but in shock he didn't expect that kid or anyone in general to be staring at him.
    Pip quickly looked away and felt his stomach turn. He ignored the weird feeling and turned his attention back to Butters. Him and Butters were sitting very close to each other and chatting about what they thought was cute. They giggled and smiled.
   Pip would glance in the new kids direction occasionally to find that he was intently staring at him.
   Pip was incredibly uncomfortable but tried to calm himself down with reason. 'Maybe he's not staring at me maybe he's only looking at something or someone behinds me...'
    The bell rung indicating lunch was over and it was now time for sixth period.
   Pip said his goodbyes to Butters and they parted he leaned against the wall and sighed softly to himself. He closed his eyes for a brief moment and opened them only to find the red eyed boy standing directly in front of him.
  Pip was about to let out a yelp but a hand was placed over his mouth before he could.
   Pip began to shake out of fear and nervousness and closed his eyes tightly awaiting the pain this person was going to inflict upon him.
   But nothing happened. Pip opened his eyes and tilted his head slightly.
The boy removed his hand and gave him a smirk. "What was that for?" Pip asked very annoyed.
  "I was bored and thought I would drop by and you know make friends. That's what mortals do right be friendly..." He spoke in a doubled voice that slowly died down to a more human sounding one.
   "Get away from me I don't need friends." Pip said coldly glaring him in the eyes.
   "Ah trust issues. That's okay I'm not here to hurt you." He gave Pip a wink before walking away. Pip watched as he left before entering his classroom.
   'Weirdo..'