Depression

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Depression....its something that has happened to you and me. It's something i don't really like talking about, but i have to. Depression is in the category of hate, it happens because of stress, sadness, but mostly because of negative thoughts. There was a boy named Jerry, he was always happy and full of joy. He went to school like all the others kids in the neighborhood. The problem was that behind all that "happiness" there was an ego. Before going any further let me just say theres a lot of ways you can develop depression, im only going to use one example. Jerry at his school didn't really have friends, he wasn't good at socializing and when he did the conversation ended fast. He started to get depressed because he couldn't even become friends with one person, the only person he really talked to was his mom. Jerry started thinking negative thoughts like
"What is the purpose of living if i dont matter to anyone"

"Im worthless..."

"No one loves me...."

"The only one i can rely on is myself"

Etc.
Some people when they are depressed like jerry, they tend to hide it. Sometimes they hide it by pretending they are happy. Laughing at simple things that aren't even funny can be a sign. Remember depression is caused by you and not by the other people. It is the ego that is telling you all the negative thoughts. The ego does not believe in love, it is the oposite of everything it has to do with love. We will talk more about the ego in the next few chapters, as for this chapter....i don't want to go into any further detail....

Heres a rap Jerry wrote about depression....

"Ive got a confession im probably going through tuff depression not to mention that i feel like im in another dimension, i think i need a fucking intervention, and these days i got no experience talking with other people i feel like an interference. They talk to me i talk to them and the next thing you know it all ends. Why do i exist if i cant even make a sound to all these clowns , i rather fucking drown. Thats why all the voices in my head telling me ill be better off dead,
(Gunshot)
You continue it instead.

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