Frozengargon/tommy x reader

Start over (chapter 2)

My dad died January 6th 2017 at 3:24 am

(2 weeks later)

*knock* *knock*
Hey (Y/N) sweet heart it's time to head to the funeral..........*sigh* I know it's hard sweet heart but u need to take better care of your self. U haven't eaten in days and when u do eat u barely even touch your food.

U haven't posted a video on your little game thing in over 2 weeks. Your always in your room I am really worried about u.

I get it I know it hurts but we have to go he wouldn't want u to shut out the rest of the world and lock yourself up in your room all the time he would want u to go out and live your life to the fullest. "Okay Y/N I will be down stairs waiting for u okay love u sweet heart.

(Y/N) pov

Why is this so hard I miss him so much why did he have to leave me. Why can't it have been me in the car not him. Everyone tells me it's going to be okay but it's not I miss him.

I feel so bad I should have stayed in Boston. I should have never left I should have been a better daughter for him. I should have done something but I wasn't there for him.

But there no more time for crying about it I need to get ready and I need to post a video it's been 2 weeks and I hate being like this.

I know my mother is trying to help me the best she can with this but I know she is hurting to I can tell I wish it never happened if he was here everything would be different.

but he's gone and I can't do anything to get him back but all I can do now is go to the funeral and try to keep my composure tell it ends.

Here is the outfit but if u no like dress then here

Sorry If your hair is a different color then what's in the picture.

(Y/N) pov

It's been 3 weeks since the funeral and it's gotten a little better it still hurts when I think about him.

My mother and BF/N have been helping me feel better about the hole thing and checking on me which I am very great full for if not for them I don't know what I would do.

I posted a video apologizing to everyone for my absence and telling them I will start uploading soon but today my mom said I need to go out and do something.

I thought it would be great to go meet up at the cafe with BF/N and see if she wants to go do something.

When I got there BF/N was already inside probably flirting with the cashier trying to get free food because that's what she does but sometimes it helps so I don't have to pay for here cappuccino with 2 shots of espresso and all that stuff.

when I walked in and sat were my best friend was sitting and as I expected she was being a total flirt like always but there was something else that caught my eye it was a little boy he looked about 14 or 13 years old he had brown hair and brown dough eyes he looked nervous and was looking at his mom asking her something.

I glanced back over to my flirtatious friend to see she was staring at some people over on the other side of the cafe but before I could glance over there I felt a small tap on my shoulder I turned to were the tap came from and I looked over and saw a little dough eyed boy staring at me then he asked are u the lady from C/N I looked at him and thought this must be a fan.

I gave him a bright smile and said "yes" I love meeting fans in public it lets me actually see them instead of me talking to myself in a room alone and they can speak back to me so that's great to.

I asked him his name and he said his  was Andrew that he had been watching my channel for a while and complemented me on my content.

He asked me a couple of questions like if I was going to pax and things like that and asked if I would go check out his fan page that him and his friends made.

Also he asked me to sign a few things and to take a picture with him which I didn't mind but I kinda felt weird doing it.

Because I don't really know this kid at all but he knows almost everything about me.

but I guess our little meet up had to end some time soon so before he left he gave me a hug which I didn't reject I love hugs and with that he left.

I turned to my friend and saw she was staring at me with a big grin plastered across her face which I soon had.

It still amazes me how people put up with me and actually take time out of there days just to watch me scream into a microphone and play a game raging almost every second.

But hey I am not complaining I love to make people happy and if that means I have to scream at a computer then I am fine to do that.

The rest of my day was not that big me and BF/N just hung out at my house. and watched Netflix while eating candy and stuffing popcorn down our throats for the rest of the night tell we both past out like we normally do.

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So hello how are u people doing good I hope so because well if u are not then go watch some naruto that lifts me up when I am down

anyway I wanted to say thanks for reading my story and I hope u like it if not then well go check out MyLiteraryEscape she has some great story's I am sure u will love them

Also I wanted to thank dinomomchild for the story idea for this chapter but I will leave u guys alone now so bye

~Author out