Story of us (mates find true love) -completed #wattys2015

Not copping

It's been two years since Blake got shot and his still I a coma , I still visit him everyday with robin , o yeh robins my 1 and a half year old baby girl

After that night with Odaliz I got a pregnancy test and it came back positive . I've been raising robin all by self , well I've had help from my parents , Blake's parents and Odaliz.

For last 2 years I've fallen I depression. I miss Blake so much . I love robin with my heart but it's not the same without Blake , I mean his missed almost two years of her life.

After robin was born I was caught cutting. one time I tried I tried to drown myself but Odaliz came in and stopped me and she told me how stupid and selfish I am. if I died that would leave robin with two parents missing.

After that I stopped my self harm and tried to get my life together

But every time I try I seem to feel more depressed like I'm going to make Blake upset that I'm trying to carry on with my life.

Tears are going down my cheek.

Life not the same with out him..