Tracer x Reader

Thank you

Alright, so this may sound weird at first, and I know I know I have not updated this one in a long time, and also the watching over you story

But I just wanted to express to all of you my gratitude over everything

Its been a freakin coaster of events since I finished my college summer course since im just starting it, and that course well....it drained me, both physically and emotionally, besides the relationship that I had with my girlfriend

A couple of days ago, one of you guys sent me a dm that melted my heart, because this beautiful person, and I DONT GIVE A CRAP IF IM A MAN TELLING YOU THIS THIS GUY GIRL IS BEAUTIFUL, was caring enough to ask me if I was doing ok, the course drained me a lot, I had so many mental breakdowns, so many fights for stupid things with my parents, to which I ended up beating myself up....fortunately, no bruises, nor scars nor anything, but, it was just, way too much, to the point that I was fearing for my life, to be again unconciouss or numb of my actions and do something stupid.....again, I feared it so much that I even had to tell my girlfriend to give me some time to calm myself up, to which fortunately she understood, and we are back now

The course had me beating myself every day with the group works, homework and other crap, and it was so overwhelming (sorry for my broken english, im south american)  that everyday I would come home, eat anything, sit down, and work, and when I was not working I tried to write, but I was such a mental wreck, that nothing would come, the ideas that I had either I thought of them as garbage, and on the rare occasion that I did like something, I wrote it down, and used it as a base to write over

My depression, and anxiety kicked in many times, over and over unfortunately, and I was just, suffocating over everything , and I like to make my stories detailed, I guess you have noticed that already, so any of my stories, like this one, the sequel to the original "Watching over you ( https://www.wattpad.com/270415063-watching-over-you-overwatch-tracer-ff-1)" Or my Miraculous Ladybug, has been taking so much, I know it sounds stupid, but, writing is not easy when you are a mental wreck and question yourself every day things like

"Why dont I just get ran over" "Why not put the knife on my throat already" "Why make the effort"

And its even worse when in just two days, going and comming from college, I almost got ran over 3 times, two by saving my classmates of some jackass, and one because an asshole was running on their truck when it was green light for me

The moment in which my problems kicked in could have not been worse, so everyday, it was a pain to get out of bed, go to college and put a straight face in front of everyone....

Im sorry for the delay, and im so glad that im not being pushed to do them in a rush, thanks

THANKS!!!!

To all of you, for all the comprehension, and the amazing fans that you all are, thank you, so much, from the bottom of my heart