Denial

03

Being an only child was boring, there were times where i prayed that i had a sibling; but as Monica describes it ''It's the worst thing that can happen''. Every time she reminded me it's not that great, i still longed for a sibling.

Anyway, me and Monica were really close growing up; she was my sister. From very little she knew my problems, and i could share anything with her.

When we were small; i stayed the night at her house, her parents at the time were very nice and thoughtful, and mum didn't really bother to care. That night i told her most of my secrets and how my life wasn't all that good. I confessed that mum was always drinking, and she confessed that her parents were always fighting and screaming.

Come to think of it; now those confessions seem really deep.

Ever since me and Monica have been really close, always together almost like; sister's.

Once Mia and Ava came into the picture i became very fond of them as well, they knew of my situation and i knew of there; being that Mia lived only with her brother; jack since her, being that her dad walked out on them at a very young age and their mother died later of cancer; jack was already 18 years old so he got full custody of Mia.

On the other side Ava was a ''rich'' timid girl, her parents were always out on business, and was always left home alone; never really getting much attention from her parents.

I became really close with my girls; there always there for me and the only people i let fully into my life and no one else.

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Walking to school on a Thursday, i thanked the god's the week was almost over. Even though it was the fist week it was already stressful.

As i arrived i caught a glimpse of Eliot, leaning on one of the walls near the school entrance; as if waiting for someone.

To say Eliot was trouble was an understatement; Through out the whole week he caused disturbances, and already earning a place as a ''popular'' kid.

As i approached the entrance he glanced at me;our eyes meeting immediately, ''Hey beautiful'' Eliot said pushing himself off the wall and walking with me. ''What do you want'' i snapped not wanting to deal with his ego so early in the morning. 

''Whoa, what;s got your panties in a twist'' he said smirking; i rolled my eyes in return. ''Oh i'm sorry'' i said sarcastically ''I'm just not fond of people who crash into me then blame me'' i said trying to walk fast with each passing moment.

Before i could react Eliot stepped in front of me stopping me from passing at all. ''I'm sorry'' he confessed giving me a boyish smile. I stared at him not knowing what to say next before hesitantly speaking  ''Erm.. it's fine'' i attempted to say but came out a question more then a statement.

''Cool'' he said going back to my side, we started to walk side my side in silence until he spoke; ''So, i'm hosting a party Saturday night'' he smirked '' Your invited'' he told me, i didn't say anything as i was letting the information sink in.

''If you want to go'' he said almost immediately. ''I'll think about it'' i told him as i stopped finally coming to my locker. ''Alright, and i hope you think of me too'' he said and winked at me before walking away.     

''Real smooth!!'' i yelled after him shaking my head at his dumbness, but nun the less couldn't help the smile that crept up on my face.