Don't You Wanna Be? (BoyxBoy)

Chapter 7

*Jeremiah's POV*

"How you feeling?" Matt asked me as I laid in bed with him. We'd been laying here for hours, and I could tell I was only making him even more stressed out by not responding to much of anything. I couldn't, though, for I wouldn't know if anything I said would make complete sense or if I'd just break down hopelessly into a relentless explosion of tears. I could tell Matt wasn't good with things like this, as he rubbed my back and stayed there with me. He was trying his best to make me feel better though, and that alone was enough to help me compose myself as I suddenly rose and looked in his face.

"I know I've been acting very strange ever since what happened at the mall earlier", I said, "it's just really hard when you've been through something like what I've endured, and everything just comes rushing back at you when you see the person who did it again".

Silence. The look on his face said it all for me: he wanted to know everything, who this person was, what he did, and why he did it. Not to mention the invisible effect it had on me.

"It was a mistake even getting with him, people told me that nothing good would come out of that union, and I just kept on striving forward to make him the ideal boyfriend. That was until-"

I was cut off mid-explanation by a soft yet firm kiss on the lips. Matt moved back from me, holding my face in his hands as he looked into my face intently.

"I can pretty much tell what happened after that point", he started, "but I want you to know that I will never do those kinds of things to you. I won't even come close. I knew from the first time I saw you, way before we met in the gym, that you were a lot different from other people in terms of life experiences and that would make you someone that would hopefully allow me to love you the best that I possibly could. Now that you've let me in, I'll never leave you and I hope you know that. I wanna be in your life in every way possible, and I want to be the pillar in your life in order to really make you feel safe. I love you, and I'm gonna do everything I can in my power to make sure you know this every waking moment of everyday".

The admission he'd just made to me was enough to bring tears to my eyes. He loves me, I thought to myself. I love you was all I could get out before he pulled me into a hug and pulled me down to lay with him.

"I love you". His words hit me hard, harder than my ex's hands ever did, and all I could do was immerse myself in the warmth of his chest and ultimately realize just who I had in my life. I knew that I loved him just as much as he loved me, and this was a love that was in the making, something that was almost a reward for my endurance of my life experiences.

He suddenly propped us up and got out of bed as he turned around and stared at me with a mischievous look on his face.

"Why that look?" Was all I could say before he picked me up and walked me into the shower. Stripping me down and turning on the warm water, he soon shed his clothes and got in with me, caressing my body as he kissed me and rubbed on me all over. I couldn't control the soft moans escaping my lips as he gripped my ass in one hand and my hardening member in his other.

"Matt, if you don't stop I might-"

"That's the point" he whispered in my ear, sending shivers down my spine as he spread my legs farther apart and set his eyes on my ass. I was nervous as to what was going through his mind, but every thought in my mind dissipated as soon as I felt his warm tongue on my hole. I didn't even have time to moan as he began to lick at me sensually, occassionally licking my balls as he ate me out.

"Babe, please" I groaned as he propped one of my legs up to get an even better angle. I was panting uncontrollably and my dick was throbbing as he still held onto it with one hand, but my legs nearly gave out when his oral attention switched from my soaked hole to my dick. His mouth seemed like a slippery furnace that engulfed every inch of me, and I couldn't control the moans that were leaving me as my body began to move on its own. He sped up, and I could feel my climax approaching, but I wanted him to continue. Words couldn't describe what I was feeling in the moment, and I didn't want it to end. Without any thought, I grabbed a hold of his head and began fucking his throat as I felt myself getting closer and closer. I let out a single groan as I pushed my dick to the back of his throat and unloaded into his mouth. His tongue continued flicking around my head while I came, making me buckle severely at the feel of his warm mouth on me.

"Babe please, you're gonna kill me" I laughed as I pushed him off of me gently. He gulped hard before rising to his feet and staring into my eyes.

"Feel better?"

"I felt better long before you turned into the Headmaster 5000, thanks to you" I said as leaned into his torso, hugging him as we stood together, the warm water falling over the both of our bodies.

After washing up and walking back into the bedroom, I turned around to find him browsing the closet and picking clothes out.

"What'cha doin' there?" I asked as I watched him inspect every shirt with a strange amount of attention.

"We're going out", he said with a large smile on his face, "just you and me".

"Weren't we just out earlier?" I asked as I watched him turn his attention back to the closet. Sure, both his words and sexual expertise was more than enough to make me feel a lot better, but I wasn't sure I wanted to go back somewhere when the day was nearly ruined by that unfortunate run-in.

"Yeah, so?", he started, "today's all for you, and I'm gonna make sure it's great all the way through".

That alone was enough to make me get dressed with a smile on my face as I thought about where he would take me? A movie night? Maybe a walk?

Damn, I'm so basic, I thought to myself as I wiped the entry-level dates out of my head. Sure, any of those places would be more than enough for me, as long as I'm with him. Who knows though, compared to the average person it didn't take a lot to cheer me up.

Soon after getting dressed and waiting for Matt, we soon got into his car and rode down the road towards the city. The view alone was enough to rid me of any anxiety I had as he kept one hand draped over mine while driving.

"What'cha thinking about?" I heard him ask as I turned to see him looking at me with interest. I hadn't even realized that we'd stopped in a parking lot near a restaurant.

"Babe, what is this?"

"Well, I know you like Asian cuisine a lot, so I figured why not take you out to eat here?" He said, scratching his head as he chuckled and smiled nervously. His facial expression was enough to make me smile, and I couldn't help but grab his face and kiss him tenderly as he still sat in his seat.

"Good evening, table for two?" A waitress asked as we walked into the venue. It was almost just like a restaurant that would be found in Asia, and I couldn't help but find myself infatuated with the intracacies of the place. Before long, we were seated, took our orders, and sat while we sipped on our drinks.

"You seem to be enjoying yourself" he said with satisfaction as he rubbed his palms together, almost as if he was expecting something to go wrong.

"For someone who took me out, you're really nervous" I chuckled as I watched him think.

"It's not that I'm nervous or anything", he said back, "I just didn't know whether you'd like it or not".

"Well, the gesture is even more than what was needed to make me happy, and I'm loving this", I said back as I beamed, "almost as much as I love you".

"Here are your orders" our waiter said as she arrived with our plates of food and set them down.

"Excuse me, can you take a photo of us?" Matt asked just as I was about to dig in. The waiter agreed and readily took his phone as she aimed the camera at us. I was unsure of how to smile, but once I felt Matt's lips on my cheek I couldn't help but blush as the flash went off, taking the photo.

"It's so nice, are you guys a newly married couple?" She asked as she returned the phone to Matt.

"Not yet, but that's definitely something for the near future" I heard him say, making me blush even more.

"Well then, enjoy with all your hearts!" She wished as she walked away, leaving me red-faced as he chuckled at my facial expression.

"What?" I asked as he stared at me.

"I love you. So much".

"I love you even more. Let's eat".

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