I'm so done!
I'm done searching for him,
the man that will love me.
I've been searching for two years and now,
and today,
I realized this 'man' I have been looking for,
dosen't exist.
The only man I can find is the type of man that would treat me like dirt and never 'love me' like I could love him.
I want a man that won't care what I look like,
a man that would choose me because I'm the only one on his mind,
because I'm the only one that can make him love so much it hurts.
I don't want a man that will choose me because I'm the best pick,
or the only pick.
I want to be a women in his eyes,
not a toy.
I will never be seen by a man in a way that is sexy and beautiful,
no man would see me in either way,
I give up.
So there you have it,
I finally give up.
