Laughter echoed as we closed the door.
I could feel my heart beat faster,
my hand's sweaty,
my eyes looking around the now dark room.
Where was he?
I backed up to the wall and stood their counting the minutes.
Why did I come to this party?
No one likes me here,
I was invited out of pity,
or because of a joke again.
"Jen?"
he said his voice worried.
I sighed,
relaxing a little.
"Yeah?"
I said sliding my back down the wall to sit.
As I sat there in complete silence and darkness his hands found me.
He sat down his breath brushing across my face,
a minty smell filling my nostrils.
He leaned in towards me so we could see each other a little.
His blue eyes looked deep into mine making me look away.
I've had a huge crush on him for almost a year now and no we're here.
He pulled my chin and made me look at him,
his eyes falling to my lips.
I could feel myself begin to shake as he got closer to me.
Inches away I closed my eyes not sure of what it would feel like to be kissed.
But he didn't kiss me he went to my ear and whispered,
"Jen your amazing, everything about you is perfect and all I want. I don't know if you feel the same way but I wanted to let you know, I could fall in love with someone like you."
I opened my eyes wide and hugged him,
I didn't even realize what I was doing until I did it.
We sat there not saying a word an amazing feeling falling between us.
Maybe this was it,
Finally I get a chance,
we get a chance to be happy.
We opened the door steping out to see everyone with goofy smiles.
He laughed nervously and we sat down again in the circle of girl's and boys.
I had this strong feeling in my stomach that I belonged,
that i was invited to become a friend of their's,
to be in this amazing group of people,
and to slowly fall in love with this amazing guy now sitting next to me.
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I was in an odd mushy feeling again ♥ lol
