September 9th, 2017
I have actually lost control of this situation, Indra is being even more distant then she was when we first got in this stupid fight. But she can't ignore me forever, we have almost all the same classes, and a group dance coming up. I've talked to Jason about just apologizing, but he says no. It's like he doesn't want me to have friends. I've gotten to know a lot of his friends, and his friends girlfriends. They're nice, but still I miss Indra.
Maybe I shouldn't be spending all my time with a girl who has nothing nice to say about the man I'm falling in love with. At this point I might not even go back to my dorm, Jason's house is nice, and clearly he cares more about me then Indra pretended to. But I mean, we developed such a strong friendship in such a short period of time, should I just throw that away. But at the same time, she hasn't exactly been supportive of my relationship.
Jason is great, of course. But we got in a little, argument yesterday and well. He hit me! It didn't really hurt, and I mean come on, I deserved it. I was being annoying. Well he promised he'd never do it again, and I trust him. I mean when has he showed any signs of not loving me. He loves me, that much I know!
I miss talking to Indra about this sort of thing. But I have to choose between her and Jason. I can't abandon him... I have to choose him.
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Porcelain
Mystery / ThrillerThis is the story of Hannah Forest told through her private journal. After getting into a prestigious Newyork ballet school, things go south, her boyfriend isn't the handsome gentleman she thought he was.
