For me it's every day that I say "I've gotten over her" but really. It never Happens. I want to get over her. But I never can.
We still talk a lot, just now it's like a silent, boring, talk. No more laughing no more more happiness. The drama is over, what happened. I wish I could. I think it might be this thing I did. This really, stupid, dumb thing.
It was a good day. Me and her were laughing about some random homestuck thing. I thought of idea, what if I said to her crush, she wants to desperately fill a bucket with him (let's just say a bucket is "fluids") and I did. Right in front of her and she just laughed and yelled "NO." It was funny at first but then everything eventually got awkward. I am an idiot. The biggest one
