Did you know I love you?

I don't want to let you go.

"Indie where were you" Peter said hugging me and kissing my head as I pushed him away walking up to my room and locking the door. "Indie what's wrong" He said from the other side of my door as I unlocked it opening it then running into his arms

"She's gone" I sobbed as he wrapped his arms around me

"Indie I'm so sorry" He said holding me

"I have no parents ones in jail and the others dead" I sobbed

"You have Aunt May she will make sure you're okay she's known you since you were a baby" He said kissing my head "Come on" He said laying down on my bed as I crawled in next to him as I cried silently "Hey just let it all out baby" He said rubbing my back as I cried harder

"I was such a bad daughter I was so rude and they tried so hard to make me happy and I never realised" I said "I even lost my own brother and that was my fault I didn't save him in time" I sobbed "Sometimes I wish I never got these powers they always seem to hurt everyone"

"But they save more" He said holding me as I cried

"I'm not going to have her come wedding dress shopping, she's not going to see my prom dress and she's never going to see her grandchildren" I said snuggling into Peter as he wiped my tears

"But you have memories and photos that's the best of all you will never forget that happened" He said "You will always remember her and that is the best thing of all" He said pushing my hair out my face as I closed my eyes falling asleep

Today was my Mum's funeral I didn't even know what to say and now I had to get up and speak. Once I got up to the podium I took in a shaky breath "My first memory of my Mum was when I was very young and she made some brownies and they just came out of the oven and me being the daring one I am decided to have some and I burnt my mouth really bad and we had a trip to the emergency." I said as some people laughed a little "The words she said to me before she died 'I love you and don't forget that' and now I never will, she would always quote Cinderella to me 'Have courage and be kind' and that's what we did, together we had courage and we were kind. But there were times when we did get in some fights and didn't agree on things but we made sure to get over that. Someone told me that remembering her is one of the best things and that I shouldn't hold on to that bad times but hold on to the good times and remember all the good times and keep every moment I have of her. Now Mum was always willing to help everyone" I said tears starting fill my eyes "Making sure her friends and family were always well and now she will not be here she was a big of our lives and she always will be a big part of our lives not here but in memory. She will be missed and she will always be loved and this is our last goodbye, so goodbye Mum I'll miss you" I said placing my hand on the coffin as tears fell down my face.

Once I finished I walked back down standing next to Peter as he wrapped his arm around my waist and Gwen rubbed my back as she had tears in her eyes as well

"Thank you for coming" I whispered to the both

"We share parents remember" Gwen said hugging me as Peter let go of my waist as we hugged each other both crying "I'll miss her as well, we both will and I will help you get through it okay because that's what's best friends do" She said as I nodded pulling away

Once it was over Peter and I spent some time together as I didn't want to be around everyone at the moment. We sat just looking at the water as I rested my head on his shoulder as he had his arm around my waist kissing my head every now and then "Do you want to go back?" He asked as I shook my head no. "Let's go and get some ice cream" He said as I nodded taking hihand as we walked to my favourite ice cream place. Once we sat down I took my shoes off as Peter ordered the ice cream "How long until everyone leaves the house?" I asked as Peter shrugged "Probably another hour" He said looking at his watch

"I think I'll go and clean out the house" I said looking at my ice cream

"You don't have to rush into it" He said grabbing my hand as I nodded understanding "We can just rest for a few days and the together we can clean out your house" He said as he looked at my shoes "They hurting your feet?" He asked as I nodded a yes "I'll give you a piggy back" He suggested as I smiled a bit "There's the most beautiful smile I've ever seen" He said looking at me as I smiled a bit more "There we go" He said as I gave a full smile "You are so beautiful did I ever tell you that?" He said as I looked at him

"Even with mascara stains?" I asked as I started to eat my ice cream slowly

"Even with mascara stains" He said rubbing my hand. Once I finished my ice cream we stood up and walked out "Your ride awaits" Peter said squatting down as I climbed on his back putting my head on his shoulder

"There you are" Aunt May said as Peter said put me down

"Sorry, Indie just wanted to be alone for a while" Peter said rubbing my back

"I understand" She said hugging me as I hugged her back

"I'm going to have a shower" I said walking upstairs and into the bathroom. Once I had a shower I changed into my pyjamas and laid on my bed going through photos on my phone. I then closed my eyes and fell asleep.