BUT WHY MIMI! [Rants, Drabbles, Random Posts]

LOL,I'M DEPRESSED. XD

OKAY, BUT WHY?! WHY?!

WHY DO PEOPLE ACT LIKE MENTAL DISORDERS ARE CUTE?

WHAT FUCKING LED YOU TO BELIEVE THAT "FLAUNTING" A MENTAL DISORDER THAT NINE TIMES OUT OF TEN IS "SELF DIAGNOSED" AND FAKE IS CUTE?!

Look, I'm not saying mental disorders are fake,because they are VERY real, I have been diagnosed  [by a professional] with acute anxiety, depression, and I am bipolar. BUT I do not go posting this information every chance I get.

People make me so mad when they bring up the fact that "they have a mental disorder" in conversations that WEREN'T RELATED TO THAT TOPIC AT ALL! 

I could be talking to someone about fucking MACARONI AND CHEESE and it would be going fine and then they'd say some bullshit like "I can't eat Macaroni and Cheese because I'm lactose intolerant and that makes me so sad sometimes. It triggers my depression."

Like WHY!!!!!!?????

WHY DO YOU THINK THAT IS SOMETHING TO FLAUNT? I HATE MY MENTAL DISORDERS!

Some days, I would be so FUCKING depressed for NO REASON and it takes everything in me to just GET OUT OF BED! And you treat it like it's some great accomplishment to have depression.

Some days I would get anxiety attacks over the SMALLEST things. They get so bad I can't BREATHE! Why do you treat it like it's something to flaunt?

Some days I can be so HAPPY nothing will go bad in the SLIGHTEST and I just get these sudden bursts of emotion, so STRONG I dont know what to do. I go from happy, smiling, laughing. -to- "If you breathe around me I will scream at you until your ears bleed!"

IT'S  NOT CUTE! IT'S TERRIFYING, IT'S STRESSFUL, AND IT'S SOMETHING I WISH I DIDN'T HAVE TO DEAL WITH!

FUCKING STOP IT!

LIKE NOW!