For The Life Of Us

5.) Demonic Confession

Chara

It's been a day. Frisk still hasn't woke up yet. Sans patched up the... cuts. Afterwards I changed them out of their blood stained cloths and put clean ones on. It was hard to watch Sans clean h-them up. Watching Frisks skin get tugged and jerked around by a needle and thread nearly threw  me into a frenzy. I've made enough mistakes already though. I won't be that person any more...for h-them...for Frisk. I can't deny it any more. After seeing them like that and crying for hours while they slept on the couch. Sans said that they would be fine now. I looked at Frisk laying on the couch covered in thick blankets and sighed. Sans had said that 24 hours, 47 minutes, and 27 seconds ago. Yeah I've been counting...ever since Frisk was set on the couch and I was told they needed to rest. I've been counting. I look at Frisk begin to sweat again. I move to take a blanket off and check their temperature. I put my hand on their forehead feeling it to be only mildly warm. Good, the fever must be passing. I feel tears begin to come back to my eyes. Shit. I wipe them away and look at the beautiful angel  sleeping in front of me. I sit back down on my knees hesitant in what I think of next. Slowly I sit up and lean over their head. Kissing their head I whisper in Frisks ear "Get better for me please..."  as I pull away from them they smile slightly. I grin at how adorable they are. I decide to kiss them again and I lean forward to make contact with
h-...their forehead one more time before I go back to my spot next to them. They smell of lavender and saltwater. I close my eyes and lean forward. Frisk startles me by taking their hands from their sides, grabbing my head and pulling me in for a kiss on the lips! I open my eyes wide as they keep theirs closed. The taste of Frisk is sweet and yet not in the same sense as chocolate. I kiss them back wanting them to never pull away. The kiss makes my whole body warm and tingly. Suddenly remembering the situation I pull myself away to give them a glare for their actions when they open their eyes and smile at me. Frisk drops one of their hands to the side and opens both their eyes and look deep into mine. "Frisk! You're awake! Why'd you-" I cut myself off when they start to gently caress my cheek their eyes turn blue. They fade slowly from the sad gray color I had seen last time, to a deep gorgeous ocean blue color. I want to say something about it but Frisks eyes begin to droop again as they smile sleepily. Dropping their other hand from my face they touch their forehead, and then their lips. *I knew you cared. I love you too...* closing their eyes I smile as their breathing evens back out indicating that they are indeed asleep again. "Oh Frisk... demons aren't supposed to love someone like this..."

~time skip~
Frisk

I awake to the smell of burning wood and... buttercups? Panicking slightly I open one eye to look around. Nope still in the house. I look around feeling someone touching my head. Rolling from my side to lay facing up I see Chara looking down at me. What I thought was a pillow is apparently Charas chest. Wow they are really comfy! "Hi." they say with a sad smile "Hi..." I reply my voice seems to be as painful as ever. What're they- oh... the kiss. I feel my face heat up as I remember this. Laying on top of Chara Cara is not helping my blush either. Charas natural blush deepens when they notice. I assume they know why I'm blushing as well. "Sorry...Chara..." I croak, well that sure makes this all the more romantic doesn't it?! Chara just smiles at me with watery eyes squeezing me tightly in a warm embrace. "It's ok Frisk, i wanted to...just don't ever do anything like this again." I bury my head in their chest. I manage to sink into their soft sweater to my ears. Chara giggles and pulls my head out. "I'm sorry too Frisk. If I would've let go of my stupid reasons and just told you the truth you never would have felt like that. " they smile at me with tears running down their cheeks. We cry a little together before Chara pulls me into another passionate kiss. I love this person with my whole soul and all the DETERMINATION in the world. As we pull away Chara blushes and looks anywhere but at my eyes "F-F-Frisk I l-love you." I can't help but smile like an idiot as my adorable Chara stutters and blushes at their own words. "B-but don't you t-t-think now would be a b-b-bad time to try this out? U-Us? Notthatthereisinanywayanus!!" They blurt out the last sentence as if it were all one word. I grin,wrapping my arms around Charas back I squeeze. Feeling the stitches on my wrists strain. "Chara... I want to....spend as much time....as I can....with you." They smile awkwardly "F-F-Frisk, I'm not sure I'm r-ready to have a relationship." Impossibly my grin widens further "I can wait as long as you need." I manage to croak out the sentence without pause. Better. Chara tears up a bit. "Thank you" I kids their cheek and whisper into their ear, "but I still want kisses sometimes" as I draw back their i watch their face turn completely red again. Ugh, too cute. Chara, you're gonna be the death of me. I rest my head on their chest and close my eyes. "G-g-g-g-go to s-sleep!" I giggle at them and squeeze them tight again. After about ten minutes Chara says, "Frisk? Promise me never to do this to yourself again..." I frown at this comment, nobody has ever cared enough to openly acknowledge my cutting..."I'm sorry Chara. Never again as long as you live." I look up from their chest and open my eyes again to judge Charas reaction. "Thank you... I don't know what I would do if anything were to happen to you." They smile at me sadly. We gaze into each others eyes for awhile. Blue and red. "Now go to sleep ya dork." I giggle closing my eyes and resting my face in their soft chest. *only if you stay and keep holding me like this* I hear Chara sigh at my request "S-S-sure Frisk". At the edge of sleep chara leans down to kiss the top of my head. I smile as they whisper "I'll never leave you alone again." I think of my sweet Chara and drift off to sleep.

Chara

Frisks breathing evens out again. Beginning to let the tears fall from my eyes I cry silently, smiling into my loves hair. I've never cried from happiness before... then again I've never been in love before, and this is  Frisk. The perfect little Angel that made me fall for them easier than swinging a blade. What did I do to deserve them? I don't deserve this unending love Frisk has for me, but I will gladly try my best to return it though. "I love you Frisk." I fall asleep with the sent of lavender and saltwater, calming my dreams.

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A/N
Aaaaaaahhhhh!!!! So beautiful! I'm fangirling (fanboying?) about this chapter so much right now. Thanks for all the support! If you like this so far please let me know. I'd love some feedback. I constantly worry if I'm making each chapter too long or too detailed or something! Any constructive criticism is welcome! Thank you guys!