BTS & I

CHAPTER 4

           ...We bough : ice cream - dresses - make up - heels - shoes - bags and we did also new hairstyle ( kpop girls idol style )

Me : Woah ... Shu you look so gorgeous ~
Shu : Thank you... you are too dear~
Me : Thank you~

            Then we go went back to our dorm and sleep with a smile on our face...

Shu : Goodnight Wendy
Me : You too

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              Days past, weeks past, we become more closer. We go to clubs, we go to karaoke, classes, we cheat in exams sometimes. Both of us start a part time job in the same place : restaurant... just for fun and we tart to speak very well korean.

               Till one day, Shu told me to go to pass auditions in JYP entertainment.

Me : WHAT ??!!
Shu : why~ ?? You are so talented ! You can write songs, you can sing very well, you like dance!!.... so why you want lost this opportunity? ... for me I can just sing!! BUT YOU ... FULL OF SKILLS !!! DON'T LOST YOUR CHANCE WENDY! ! YOUR CAPACITIES !! I BEG YOU ~! HUH ?

            Shu was screaming of anger, it's my first time seeing her like that. I feel so sorry for her, she takes care so much of me. I don't know what to do, I'm so afraid to not be accepted in JYP entertainment.

Me : I will go out for a while for i can put my ideas in their right places.
Shu : Delete the bad ideas... and think about your dream..
Me : yup!... I'll be back

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             I went out near the beach, the weather was nice. I lied on the sand, it was a little bit cold but... I was warm from the tiredness and scariness. It's my only dream! Yes... since I was in the middle school, I hope to become KPOP Idol... Shu was right. Why not to try, to work hard like I will go on the stage, and then waiting for the results. So let's say that : i can success in kpop world, why not should I just try ? I will not have a punishment for my looseness, just maybe... I will be hurt a little.

Me : ( with my self while watching the stars ) ... I have one week to prepare my self...( 3 seconds after ) ONE WEEK ??? OMG !!

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          I got up and lead to the dorm.

Shu : Oh! ... you come back already ? So quickly !
Me : I ... I... will pass the .. auditions
Shu : Really ?! Woho~~ thank you ~!!

       She hugged me so hard, then ...

Shu : go take a shower and then sleep, tomorrow will be a little busy for you. You should practice choreos with a song choosen. But the auditions will start by singers... which song you'll gonna sing ?
Me : I will do it in English hmm.. I will choose My all by Maria carey
Shu : Woah~ that song~ I like it ! Don't mess it huh ?! Lol
Me : I will not~ so I will go take a shower as you said~ and then sleep
Shu : good girl ~ ( she put her hand on my shoulder )

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             Today my schedule will be so pretty busy : university => part time job => university => library => part time job => practice dance => practice song. So much busy huh ? Thr b whole week was like that!

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                 The day before the D-day, shu prepared me to not be afraid or stressed. She told me to ignore all the people around me. The sky become in dark blue ... the night, already.

                  Time to sleep, my heart bounce and beats so fast also irregularly ... i closed my eyes; Pretty heart it's nothing just concentrate on what we should do, it's our chance no ? Our dream no ? So calm down and take your normal rhythm. Then I breath so deeply and try to sleep for real, cause I should fight tomorrow.

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              D-day come ... I slept well ... I will not go to university this day, of course !! I had a good breakfast ... Shu lead me to JYP at 9 am, also she will not go to university, due to : will still wait for me till I finish!.

~ to be continued ~