I walked out of my house, the noon sky, filled with white lushes’ clouds and birds flocking to their nests. There she is, walking on the side of the road, she makes my heart beat 10 times faster than it should, she makes the voices go away, and she takes the darkness away from me. I can’t speak to her; my mouth is sown shut when she’s near me. She walk by and I can smell her perfume, it smells like red roses on a warm summers afternoon in a field with green grass as if it was painted on by an amazing artist. As she passed she also looked down at the ground and said morning in a soft voices, and then the voices started speaking again, without the darkness, but then I remember, the sun will never reach, my deep dark soul, where the voices prevail. They said she doesn’t love me, and that I’ll never have her, another voice said the only way you’ll get her is by taking her and silencing her forever, then she can’t run away from you then she can love you. I kept telling the voices no, no, no, but they keep replying yes, yes, yes, and it got louder, yes! Yes! Yes! They started laughing and I couldn’t hear myself anymore. Then there by the side of the road as loud as I can I yelled out to the voices to stop! They stopped and everyone looked at me, I ran back into the house back in the kitchen on the chair.
