I fell asleep after a few minutes of looking at her pictures, I didn’t have a nightmare, however I did dream of her, she was everywhere, it was just me and her on the entire planet, and I never knew dreams like this existed, I thought it was a myth. My dream was interrupted by a loud clap of alarms, I awoke from my sleep, I moved over to the window to see what’s going on, there was an ambulance in front of the apartment door, I saw three paramedics assist a man that has fell to the group, they try to give him cpr, but to no prevail, the mad had died right in front of my bedroom window, it was something beautiful, I couldn’t even comprehend the beauty of the death that I saw in front of my eyes. I started to give a smile, I smiled bight, I then thought of the happiness my love will feel when she has passed away from this horrible earth.
I went down stairs with my chair, the chair that has witnessed everything, my entire life story in these walls. I sat back in the kitchen, thinking about everything, thinking about my life and how things are going to change within the next week, my mother, my father, my sister, they will finally be proud of something that I did, my entire life I was a nuisance to them, now they are going to be proud of my doing.
