I wake up to 20 missed calls from Joey and 16 voicemails.
One voicemail said "hey lyza umh I'm sorry about early I missed you."
Another said "lyza please stop being stubborn really man I missed you please come over and hang."
I didnt even listen to the rest. I reached over to my night stand and opened the drawer and under a few papers there was my small blunt I've had for about a month that I haven't smoked on surprisingly.
I fired it up and smoke my feelings away it felt like.
After I smoked some I felt better. But I also realised I fucked up. I FUCKED UO WHEN I FUCKED HAYDEN. SO I HAVE NO RIGHT TO EVEN BE MAD AT JOEY. I HAVE NO RIGHT AT ALL I MEAN WE DONT DATE. THERE IS NOT WE. WE HAVE NOTHING GOING ON.
I felt bad now. I mean I made him feel made for me but really I'm a whore. I mean I guess I just got jealous.
Wtf do I do man. You know what ima do nothing. I'm just going to stay away from the armstrong family. I mean I already despise jakob.
I kinda wish I had Kris right here to tell me what I should do but I can't just go up to her and all after I cussed her out and stuff like that. I have to fix my own mistakes. Or what ever this is.
As I'm in deep thought I hear my window shake and rattle. I look over towards it and I see Joey holding on for dear life on the edge of the seal trying to get in.
He sees that I see him and he throws on a guilty smile and wave. I sigh and unlock my window and let him in.
"Hi uh look I'm sorry lyza." He said sincerely
"Uh no Joey im sorry. I fucked up. When you called me one time I just got down fucking a guy. I feel like a whore. I mean literally he hummed all over me then u call." I say really fast
"Ok ok ok too much detail there" he says laughing.
Before I could continue he comes up to me and hugs me tightly. It took me a second to hug him back but I did. We stood there and just held each other tightly. Finely Joey pulls away and kisses me gently on my lips. Afterwards he says "look lyza I had a feeling you were going to stay in Florida or you were going to come back then move to Florida. So i you know...uhh did some things with that girl back there cause I thought I just wouldn't have a chance with you."
"Well Joey I thought you didn't care for me and that you wouldn't ever look at me in a significant other kinda way" I say
"Wow big words huh? But yea I do look at you in that way so will you be my girlfriend?" He asks
"Oh yes joey I would love to be." I say almost jumping around.
Ugh it seems like my chapters are getting crappier and crappier. But please vote and comment. Give me feedback. Tell me what you want to happen. Give me suggestions.
