Loving Tyler

Chapter 7

Tyler

All I wanted was Laya. But when I saw her walk into Qorners withDarson and when I saw him kiss her and her smiling, I felt betrayed.

How'd I let a bitch get me in my feelings?

For some reason Laya really got to me. When I got home that Saturday night. I was looking out my window, waiting for Laya to get home. I didnt expect her to actually want to go to Darson's house and make out with him and then arrive home at 9. But she did that. She didnt arrive home until 9 and Darson dropped her off. 

I was hurt last night, so I titled a song called Fuck Love. I didnt start the song but I knew there was going to be more to come with Laya to add in the story. 

Today, Sunday, I just plan to lie in bed all day and yell out random shit. 

"Bitch"

"Cunt"

"Pussy"

"Faggot"

"Tyler! Shut the fuck up with all that yelling and shit. I dont want to hear those fucking words." My mom yelled. 

I sat up in my bed. Why the fuck am I depressed? He hasnt won her yet.

I pulled my phone out and texted Laya.

Me: Can we meet at the lake please? I really want to talk.

Laya: Yeah I guess.

I grabbed my skateboard and left my house. I wasnt gonna let Darson get my bitch.

Laya

Yesterday, I had sex with Darson. I needed to let something or someone help me get Tyler off my mind. It didnt help at all.

And I just agreed to meet Tyler at the lake.

Im honestly scared to go and meet Tyler. I know what hes capable of. We have talked about the deepest and scariest thoughts that we have and he told me he wanted to kill someone one day.

I mean, I want to kill someone too. But I dont just tell the girl that just broke my heart to meet me by the lake.

But I'm going anyways. 

"Im meeting Tyler at the lake. I dont know when I'll be home." I told my mother. 

I ran down the stairs and ran out the door. I didnt see Tyler, so I'm guessing he's already at the lake. 

I reached the lake shortly and saw Tyler sitting in the grass. The grass and the lake didnt look as beautiful as it did the first time I came here with Tyler. Everything looked dark and gloomy and it was only 2 in the afternoon.

I walked over to Tyler and sat next to him.

"Laya." Tyler stodd up and started to pace. "Did you have sex with Darson yesterday?" 

Why the fuck did it matter to him? He called me a bitch and he didnt really like me anyways.

"Why does it matter to you?" I stood up and started to walk away. 

Tyler ran over to me and grabbed me. "Because I want you. I dont want anyone else to have you." 

I pulled away. How does my sex life involve him wanting me?  "Well you fucked up. I really liked you. Thats why I made the first move, hoping you'd see the way I felt about you." I sat down. I could feel the tears coming up.

Tyler sat next to me. "I liked you too. But I was dating Raquel and I was fucking Sarah. I didnt want to add you in that shit. I had to end shit with them before I could make you my everything." 

I felt stupid. I tried to rush Tyler and when he was trying to fix shit, I was being a bitch and ended up fucking a whole different dude. 

"Yes." I said.

"What the hell are you saying yes about?" 

"About the question you asked earlier. Yes I fucked Darson, but I wish it was you." I started to cry. Tyler didnt deserve to be treated that way by me. I was crying hard as fuck too.

Tyler

"Laya. Stop crying. Please. Its gay." I tried to make her smile, but she just kept on crying. I pulled her into me and hugged her hard.

I wiped her tears off. I felt gay as fuck, but I loved feeling gay when it came to keeping Laya happy. 

"I'm sorry, Laya, for calling you a bitch, but I feel like I should be honest. You are a bitch."  Laya laughed. 

"I love you Tyler." She sat up and wiped her tears away.

"I love you Laya."

I kissed her.

I was in love.

But love can turn into hate.