She Will Be Loved

Camila

Author's Note:

This is the chapter yall are waiting for. Its suppose to be anywhere from 200 words to 500 words. It will however, be in Camila's POV. But when I post the next few chapters it would be between Eli and Liv's POV. Some chapters will have two points of view and it will say their names in the title and when their pov is. Some chapters towards the end also may be in third, reason being is because it will be a look into their lives later. By the way this chapter starts out in third then I will announce when its in her POV. It may mentation death, hinting around rough subjects, and pain. If you cant handle whats in this book, stop watching Law and Order: Svu !

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Chapter 7:

They say death is the hardest on the living. It tough to actually say goodbye.... So the tough is the impossible. You never really stop feeling the loss. Its those deaths that makes life so bittersweet.

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Camila's POV

Beep. Beep.

I hear the monitors.

Its not like I am dead.

Or I am about to die.

I am awake.

Sitting here trying to decide.

Trying to decide if this life is worth living.

I thought he was perfect.

I thought I could handle him.

Maybe he should stop trying to get with younger girls.

But the older guys always want something.

Their attentions are so terrible.

They hurt girls like me.

"Mila?"

One singular word got me out of thinking about life.

Summer.

My best friend.

"Summer," I mumble, drily.

"Mila, shh. Its okay. Don't speak." Summer says, sitting on my bed.

I turn my head slightly. "Mom?"

"She cant come in here and see you like this." She says, moving my hair out of my face.

"Do I---" I say then she cuts me off.

"She knows what happened. They ran some tests. Why didn't you tell me?"

"I didn't want you to hate me."

"You know that's some bull crap I will never hate you."

"I'm sorry."

"Its alright. I understand."

"Is she alone."

"No, Elliot came."

"Okay."

"I will take it, you know."

"I know but I don't want to put you through it."

"Gurl you went through the hardest crap known to man."

"I didn't."

"You did."

"Mom has seen worse then me. Yet she wont walk in here."

"She is just upset."

"I think I am more upset then her."

"You might. But shes your mom. She does this saving people from their rapist a lot."

"I know. But she wont come see me."

"I am sorry."

I then began to cry.

I want to let go.

She doesn't probably see me as her daughter anymore.

She sees me as a victim.

I look at Summer.

She looks at me.

"She doesn't see you as a victim." She says.

"Can you read my mind or something." I say, then wiped a tear away.

"Nope, you show it." She says, then chuckled a little.

Which caused me to laugh.

And then I didn't worry about what happened. I didn't worry about the rape. Nor did I worry about myself. I thought about my mom and best friend. They keep me afloat.

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