this is kind of going to be based off of thirteen reasons why. yes i'm obsessed with that show okay. it's so good though. if you aren't already watching it, go watch it. but you might end up crying a little.
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third person:
hayes laid on his bed while staring at the ceiling of his room. all that was going through his mind were the words coming from his headphones.
hi hayes. if you're listening to this, i'm already gone. i'm sorry. i know i promised that i'd never leave you. i had to though. i couldn't do it anymore.
everything in my life was terrible. honestly, you becoming my best friend was the best thing that had ever happened to me.
i know i turned on you for zach. i'm sorry. i should have listened to you.
i'm sorry for always rejecting you for my new group of 'friends'. if i would have known that they would do that to me, i would've stayed with you and only you.
i'm sorry for getting mad at you when you were just trying to keep me safe.
i'm sorry for starting that rumor about you...both of us knew it was an accident but know one else knew that.
i'm sorry for all the pain i had caused you. i'm sorry for telling everyone that you hit your little sister. i'm sorry for everything that i did to you.
we both know that after my 'friends' betrayed me, i wasn't the same. i knew you could tell. i tried to hide it the best i could, but i can never hide anything from you.
the first part had just ended. hayes went on to the second part of y/n's message to him.
can you do one thing for me? close your eyes. okay, now that your doing that, think. think about this memory i'm about to remind you of.
remember that park we used to go to? go there. and sit on the slides we used to race down.
hayes got off of his bed and jumped out of his window. he ran to the park that was down the street. it was the park him and y/n used to always go to.
once he got there, he walked over to the two slides they raced down.
are you there? if so, look over at the big slide by the water fountain. remember what happened there? no? why don't i just tell you.
zach had set up a picnic for him and i. he set it up under the big oak tree. he took me over to the big slide. on that slide is where he told me he loved me. that's also where i had my first kiss.
little did i know that he didn't care about me at all. apparently i was just 'hot' and he wanted to get in my pants.
later that night, we went back to his house. he said that he wanted to make love to me. so i let him.
he had hidden a camera under his hat on his dresser. he recorded the whole thing.
remember what happened the next day? when he sent the video to everyone. including you, hayes.
you were disappointed in me. i had tried to tell you that i didn't know he had recorded it. you wouldn't believe me.
i wish you had known how much that hurt me. it hurts a lot to know that your best friend doesn't believe you when you're telling the truth.
hayes felt very, very guilty. he looked down at his hands before a tear fell onto them.
he knew he had hurt her, but he had no idea how much.
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part two? i know this imagine sucks and i'm sorry :( i'm getting better at these kinds of things though
