Erica POV
Its two am in the morning and she's still not here! Ive called like ten times but they all went to voicemail and im really scared she might be hurt. The strip club usually is open to five am, but she has school. Instantly my mind goes to everywhere else place.
King is still asleep and I am pacing back and fourth in the living room. My eyes haven't left the door for more than two seconds. Cars are rowing up and the down the street but nothing like Cyn's Jeep. Ten minutes past by like fast clock work and I'm close to calling the cops.
Erica:*talking to myself* Yea I'mma call the-
Click...
I turn around and look what the cat fucking drove in!
Erica: It's two am and no word or phone call Cynthia...Do you have any idea bow worried I was?
Cyn: *puts her bag down* We we're busy as I expected and you trying to punish me won't really work since I'm a mother to king in a way.
Erica: But you are still a fucking child Santana under MY roof.
Cyn: Which makes you makes you a molester if that statement is true* rolling her eyes at me*
I paused for a minute and took a step back to really understand what's going on here.
Erica: You want to be grown so damn bad huh...I take care of king most of the time and try to give you freedom but look at what you do. I need you here by one to know yo ass is safe, but it's all cool cause trust believe I would take your pretty ass virginity and give it a wild fucking ride. At least I care and hope you are safe. An ass and titties don't make you grown Cyn... responsibility do and I see you have been slave under the system. In my eyes, I see a half mature girl trying to move to fast to be grown.
Cyn: You don't know shit about me
Erica: *stepping close to her* Girl I see right through you and next time u come home this late without calling me, make sure you have your damn sleeping bag in backyard just in case you feel the need to kindly come home. *Walking away*
I turn my back toward her and getting teary eyed cause my mom went through it with me just like I am with cyn but the only difference is that I'm trying to protect her and maybe she will see the good in me. One day I want to leave on mark on someone but for a good impact not a bad one like my past.
This feeling will always occur cause I have king, but Cyn is a woman and this world is mostly evolved around men. I don't want her hurt........
Maybe I am just a bad parent or person......
Cyn's POV
I know I fucked up.....
Work was hell enough and I thought she wouldn't care if I stayed out late. My third foster parent reported me and I went back to the group home. Even though I'm not really under her care legally, I shouldn't have done that.
It's just no one never really cared about me or my safety for that matter besides Stella. So many people failed me in my life and seems like I can't trust anyone. I only knew this woman for a couple of months and she kinds of makes my heart jump in a good way. I wouldn't be in school cause I know she would be on my ass and us fighting always turn left.
Feeling guilty, I walk upstairs to her and don't see her the room so I got check the bathroom and it is locked.
Faint sniffles
Knock Knock
Cyn: I know you are in there Erica*leaning against the door*
Erica:....
Cyn: Look I am sorry okay*sigh* It's just different for me for someone to give a two cents about me while the other 98 cents matters most*pouting*
Erica: *lightly sobbing*
Knock Knock
Cyn: Erica....I don't wanna be broken dollar in OUR home
Still not a word coming from her on the other side. Come on Cyn, you have to think..
Cyn: *sitting down by the door*We can talk just like this and I won't be an ass. I know we aren't alike but it's been a couple of months and you have put a roof over my head and didn't separate me from m- Our baby boy.
Erica:.....
Cyn: Just please....say something... anything. I'll just listen mami.
Erica: *lightly sobbing* How can you even understand when you haven't even been able to be a child? I'm trying to give you that chance but you still feel as if I'm taking you for granted and using you. So how can you answer or fully understand where I'm coming from when it comes to concerning you without you thinking about your past and think I'm just using for my own benefits? Why can't you just think like a teenager and not like single mother with three kids?
Cyn:.....
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