The Worst (On Hold)

F O U R

Man I'm pissed the fuck off, I was reading this book right, and it's this dude name Billy, he was that ride or die nigga, and the main character, and the mf gone kill him off, TF !! She could have killed anybody else but him, anyways carry on.

Zoe was helping me bring the food in the house while cracking jokes. He could have been a comedian if he wanted to. A couple times I saw him out the corner of my eye looking at me, but I brushed it off. We was now sitting in the living room talking and getting to know each other more.

Zoe - "You stay here by yourself ?"

Me - "It's my house but my Mom stays with me"

Zoe - "Where is she now ?"

Me - "No telling"

As soon as I said that she came in with some nigga behind her.

Me - "Speaking of the devil, Zoe if you want you can go, I don't need to be embarrassed by her"

Zoe - "Girl bye, I ain't leaving I go through the same shit, this ain't nothing new"

He caught me off guard with that answer, what does he mean he goes through the same thing ?

My Mom - "Well look at the love birds, don't fall for it Aurie, your Dad was the same way, all sweet and shit until I had you, he gone say all the right things to get some pussy"

Me - "Mom please just go somewhere, and where that nigga think he going ?"

My Mom - "With me"

She looked at him all seductively, I'm still here, she need to chill that nasty shit out. My Mom was the best Mom in town, to me, until she got hooked. She now had dry rough skin with sores all on it, ain't no coming back with her hair, she used to be a gorgeous brown skin woman that everybody adored.

Me - "I don't have time to argue with you right now, come on"

I grabbed Zoe's hand and led him to my huge room upstairs.

Zoe - "Damn this you ?"

Me - "Don't front, you know your room bigger than mine"

Zoe - "How you figure that ?"

Me - "I ain't stupid, no nigga yo age rich from a nine to five, do I look that dumb ?"

Zoe -"Well I see you got brains, every other girl be like where you work at, they be stupid ass fuck"

Me - "Well I'm not every other girl as you can see"

Zoe - "Yeah I do, and why you let yo Moms bring a nigga in yo crib like that ?"

Me - "I can never bring myself to put her out, she raised me from birth so I have this feeling like I owe her"

I shrugged my shoulders. I was being completely honest with him, ain't no need to lie to impress no damn body.

Zoe - "I feel you, you gone listen to what she said about me trynna get something out of you"

Me - "I heard her alright, but she might be right, shit it happened before so I don't put nothing pass no nigga"

Zoe - "Damn it's like that ? You have that much doubt in me"

Me - "Nah, I just know your kind"

Zoe - "What's my kind"

Me - "Don't play, yall hustle all day, get hoes and fuck em, then come home to a faithful ass chick and lie to her face"

Zoe - "That ain't me, and what you mean it happened before ?"

I really didn't want to tell him about my past because I didn't know how he would react. I did some shit that I could have avoided but what's done is done.

Me - "Do I have to talk about it ?"

Zoe - "Nah you ain't my girl so I forcing shit outta you"

Me - "So you like to know everything about your girl huh ?"

I heard my Moms headboard against the wall. How embarrassing !

Me - "Oh my fucking God ! Are you seriously fucking some nigga in my house !

I yelled at the wall knowing she could hear me and waited for her response.

My Mom - "I'm getting some dick just like you are about to do ! I'm grown"

I just sat there on the floor and held my head in my hands. Why does the only person I love continue to do disappointing shit ? My eyes got glossy and I stopped fighting it and let my tears fall. I heard my Mom moaning in the next room and I was beyond pissed. I ran to my closet and got my gun I always kept. Not for emergencies, but just in case I don't feel like talking, the gun can speak for me.

I busted in her room, she seen me but didn't care, she kept riding the nigga ! I aimed the gun directly at her head with tears falling. She noticed it and got scared.

My Mom - "Bitch you really got balls to pull a gun out on me, I'm yo muthafuckin' Mother !"

Me - "Were you that stupid to think I was playing ? You ain't been no mother to me so as far as I'm concerned my Mom is dead"

It hurt to say that, but I didn't let her see it. I showed her to heartless side of me. The side that could kill a whole family at that moment.

My Mom - "I understand but please put the gun down baby"

I lowered my gun and headed towards the door but stopped halfway.

Me - "Nigga if you wanna live to bust anotha nut, I advise you yo get the fuck out, now"

I slammed my door hard as fuck, I turned to see Zoe staring at me, fuck ! I forgot he was here cause he was so quiet.

Me - "I apologize for everything that happened, you can leave if you want, if you don't I don't care at this point"

I grabbed out my pajama clothes and headed for the shower, without letting him respond. I got out and lotion'd up, and put my bra and panties on heading back into my room. I didn't know Zoe chose to stay but I'm cool with it. I was never ashamed of my body so I confidently went in there with him and put on boy shorts, no need for a shirt. He just stared at me, while I walked to the bed and got under the cover. I was dozing off when I felt strong arms wrap around my waist. I smiled and put my hand on top of Zoe's and fell asleep.

Her Mom though ?

Personally I would have beat ha ass ! No disrespect

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