Beauty Is Different From Beautiful

FEELINGS WAS HURT THEN RESTORED TO NORMAL AGAIN

Camila POV:

" Oh hi Chris " I said as I weep my face to get rid of my Tears "oh hey Camila you need a best friend to talk to ah ah " he said as he tried to make me laughing " yeah....thanks " we sat down on my bed "Camila Cabello What Happened at the Party " he said seriously, " Me and Lauren was talking and we went to her bedroom she told me someone told her I like her and we kissed.......than...um h-her friends came in and started laughing and one them was.....Holding a c-camera".

"WHAT!!"he yelled " Hey not so loud " "how do you feel whats......going on in your mind" "Well...my FEELINGS WAS HURT but some how I'm okay just little hurt" okay just remember I'm here for you and Elena " " thank you " I lean towards him and he hugged me he kissed my head and used his hand to rub my back for some reason I fell safe in his arms.

I know that I liked Lauren but I have second thoughts and doubts I'm bisexual that means I can like the same sex or the opposite sex the reason why I'm starting to- well I mean maybe I'm starting to fall in love with him. He was help me with my family problems and he listen to me I mean Elena listen to me to but she have problems of her own and I respect that she always will the first person I call.

When I looked at him a felt my heart skipped a beat my throat is now beinging to be hard to breathe while he sat next to me why I'm falling so hard for him. While we was in the car I kept looking at my second passager window because I want to distracted my self by looking at the rain.

Watching it fall from the dark and grey sky and on to my window little rain drops  then I felt a warm soft hand under my hand slowly closing its hand with my hand I felt our skin press against each other. I look at the person who I'm holding hands with it was Christian in that moment that I knew I felt my heart stop and than start to beat fast.

Than I thought My FEELING WAS HURT THEN RESTORED TO NORMAL AGAIN because of Christian. may be I am falling for him and I have to say 'thank you to Lauren' cause without her I won't fall in love with of my best friends so thank you Lauren for making fool out me to make me fall in love with my friend so thank you. I said in my mind.