This is a story about Damie who admitted falling in love after denying their feelings for 2 years. But their journey filled with emotions is just about to begin.
"Jamie, do you remember anything of last night?" I ask, wanting him to remember what he said to me last night. "I miss some parts of the night, but I remember other parts." He says as he massages the conditioner into my hair. "What do you remember exactly?" Please remember, please remember, I pray silently in my head. "Is there something specific I said that you want me to remember?" "Yes." "Well, I mostly remember asking for sex, which I apologize for." He murmers. "Nothing else?" Tears prick into my eyes as he says everything else is just a blur. I try to hold myself together but fail. "Dakota what is it?" He asks concerned. "Nothing Jamie, forget it. I'd rather you not get drunk again so you remember the things you say." I feel his lips on my temple as he whispers 'I love you'. "Jamie you remembered...?" I'm shocked. "How could I ever forget telling you I love you? I don't use those words often but when I do, they hold a lot of meaning to me." I turn around to wrap my arms around his neck and lean in to kiss him, hard. And we're lost in each other once again.
After our eventful morning in the shower, we had to get ready for the press junkets. Jamie took extra long, since he was still suffering from his hangover but I'm glad we made it on time because I hate being late. We spend most of our afternoon talking about Fifty Shades Darker and I must say it was fun. We took some pictures together but our interviews were done separately.
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I'm surprised how well Jamie hid his hangover although he squinted his eyes a few times. I think it's because of his headache. We left separately because we have to get through preparations for our next movie the following morning. Jamie for Robin Hood, I for Suspiria.
The next 2 days flew by, even though Jamie wasn't with me. Today was the day we'd fly to Germany for the premiere. I know I'll be having a jetlag because when we leave on February 5, we'll arrive in Hamburg on February 6 and trying to sleep on the plane is mission impossible for me. After bringing Zeppelin to my friends, I grab my suitcase and start packing. While I go through my closets, I decide to call Jamie. He picks up at the second ring. "Hi, love." "Hi, Jamie. I have a question." Let's play a little game with him. "What is it?" By the tone of his voice, he seems genuinely curious. "Well, I'm deciding what to take with me as I'm not completely sure what I will and will not need." I tease him and can hear his groan on the other end of the line. "You are such a tease. At this rate, you won't even need your clothes." I laugh out loud as he says this. "Well, I could always try it on then decide to take it with me." I try to sound as innocent as possible but fail miserably. "That's it. I'm coming over." The line goes dead after his sentence. Did that really just happened? Knowing Jamie, he is a man of his word and will be here soon. Fuck. There's no backing down now. I hurry up with my suitcase, making sure it's ready before he arrives.
Ellie Goulding is singing in the background and as I close my suitcase, the doorbell rings. That'll be him. I place my suitcase in the hallway, open the door and there he is. He's wearing black jeans, a blue shirt and he's holding his suitcase, I assume he's leaving for the airport with me. As my eyes find his face, he has an expression on his face, I can't quite place in my mind. "Hi." I whisper, not sure which way his mood is going to go. "Hi." His mood is a mystery. Is he angry? I'm not sure. "Are you angry at me?" "I'm not angry, but I haven't laid my eyes on you for over 2 days and it's getting pretty difficult not to touch you!" He says curtly. I can't help the giggles that leave my mouth as he tries to look as serious as possible. "Oh, you think this is funny? Dakota, I'm in difficult situations every time you do this to me." He says and points to his pants. "Ohhh." I realize the buldge forming in his pants but it makes me laugh even harder even though I shouldn't. I see his chest rise and fall as he puts his hands on his hips, I think it's to calm himself down. "I can't show up like this at every meeting, every movie set and every premiere, now can I?" He looks exasperated but it's hard to take him serious when he's standing in front of me with needs. "You know you could always take care of yourself." I suggest and shrug. "You think that after seeing your beautiful body more than once, that's possible? I don't think so." I blush as he strolls over to me, knowing what his intentions are. I blush as he strolls over to me, knowing what his intentions are. "I'm sure you can control your needs." "My need is you and when you call me and tease me, it's very hard to ignore you." He tilts his head to the side. "Especially when I hear your quiet moans in my mind." And with that, he tips my head up and kisses me in my neck, taking me by surprise. "Jamie..." I want to finish my sentence but he distracts me with his long fingers sliding down my back, pushing me to him. "Let's see how you feel about teasing." Oh no, this is backfiring on me. I was supposed to be hard to get but I'm under his spell in a nanosecond. A sweet melody is playing in the background but it's hard to concentrate on it as Jamie lowers his lips down to my shoulder. His hands slide up my shirt, baring my stomach to him. He bends down and traces his lips over my hip bone, going from left to right and repeating the torture twice. He raises my shirt further up and lifts it over my head. "Stop teasing me, Jamie. Please." I beg and I think he takes pity on me because he pushes me down on the couch, undoing his shirt along the way. I reach up to unbuckle his belt and push his pants down but as I do so, his phone goes off. "Damn it." He curses and I smile up at him. Payback time. Sitting up, I let my lips travel down to his happy trail as he answers the call. "Hello?" I look up as my tongue caresses his skin. "Why? It's not 3 in the afternoon yet, right?" He looks down at me and gives me a hint to stop, but instead I guide my hand to his hard on and squeeze. This causes him to moan and after he realizes it, he coughs. I want to laugh so hard but I don't want to disturb his phone call. "Nothing is going on, I'll be there soon." He snaps and presses the end button on his phone call. "Fuck." He barely curses so this is a surprise. "What's wrong?" I murmur as my lips travel up his abdomen. "I have to go. They want me back to discuss some things before we board the plane." I see the annoyance on his face and I probably match his expression. "I don't want you to go. I was enjoying your presence." I pout as he adjusts his fly. "Trust me, I don't want to go either. I've waited long enough for you and now they're extending the wait. I'm asking for a shared hotelroom as soon as we arrive." He says, determination on his face. "Don't worry, Jamie. We'll be together all week." I smile and stand on my tiptoes to kiss him. "I'll see you later." He murmers and with that, he leaves. He's such a whirlwind sometimes but I can't believe he left me hanging. Better yet, left himself hanging. He'll have a hard time with this, that's for sure. Well, I wish him good luck. I dismiss my thoughts and finish the rest of my tasks.
I call Emily to pick me up once I've ran out of things to do. "Sure, Dak, I'll see you in 15 minutes." She says. "Thank you, bye." "Bye." I hang up and carry the rest of my things to the hallway. I play on my phone until she arrives and when I open the door for her, I realize how little I see her. We both greet each other like only we can and our hug is a long one. After we pulled away, she helps me to load my luggage in the back of her car. She asks about Jamie and me and I give her a small version of the story, not wanting to go into detail. "Finally!" She interrupts me as I close the door of the passenger's seat. "What finally?" She confuses me sometimes. "Dakota, I've seen you two walking around each other for over two years now. It was about time you both finally admitted your feelings for each other!" I'm happy she's my friend because she's happy for me. "Can you keep it to yourself for now, though? Jamie has filed for a divorce but because of the PR and the Fifty Shades franchise, we have to keep it down for now and he has to show up at events with her. We're both dreading this but we both don't want to end up all over the tabloids negatively." I sigh. "I will keep it to myself, you know you can trust me. I understand why but this is the reason I hate the PR. They never let you decide on your own." She says with a disgusted look on her face. "Tell me about it." I say and roll my eyes. The rest of our ride is serene but filled with occasional conversation and we've soon arrived at the airport. After our luggage is checked and we went through security, our own security is waiting for us and they bring us to the airplane. "Wow." I say as I'm standing in front of it, realizing it's a private plane. Sometimes, this journey of life overwhelmes me. "Definitely wow." I hear Emily behind me. We walk up the steps and into the plane. I greet the pilot and other staff and when I walk into the entrance of the seated area, I go in search of Jamie but see no sign of him yet. He'll probably be late again. The man needs an alarm that goes off when he runs out of time. Then again, I think he still wouldn't be on time since he'll just shut it off. I sit down in the right corner, next to a window and Emily sits in front of me, I think it's to let Jamie sit next ro me. I love this woman. I fish a magazine out of my bag and open it as I'm offered a drink and the rest of the Fifty Shades crew arrives. When I look up from my magazine, Jamie is the last one to arrive. He waves as he walks over to me. After he makes himself comfortable in his seat, I ask him why he's so late. "You told me to take care of myself, right?" He says deadpan. I choke on my sip of water, coughing loudly. Jamie pats my back and when I've calmed down, he winks at me. This is going to be a long flight.
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