Do You Really Love Me?

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Yoosung's P.O.V.

"Do you really love me?"

Seven : "Of course, why won't I love such a perfect person?"

"How do I know you're not lying?"

Seven looks at me straight in the eye

Seven : "I'm not lying, I promise"

"Then why did you call Zen 'Zenny'?"

"Do you love him instead of me?"

Seven holds my hands. His hands are so gentle, yet, hard

Seven : "I love you more than anything in the world"

Seven : "I would die for you"

I turn my back to him, making him let go of my hands
I feel like he is lying...
I love him... but I don't love him...
I trust him... but I don't trust him...

I hate that I love him...

He puts his hand on my shoulder

Seven : "Yoosung"

I don't respond

I start crying, why? Why am I crying...? I probably look like a baby to him, don't I?
I think he hears me crying... I'm trying to stop, but I can't...

Seven : "...Yoosung"

I don't want him to see my crying... I'm going to leave, I don't want him to see me crying like this. I want to look strong in front of him, not weak.

I start getting up and quickly opening the door so I can go home

707's P.O.V.

Not this again... nope nope nope!
I grab Yoosung's soft hands

"Don't go..."

"Not again"

Yoosung : "I'm sorry Seven..."

Yoosung : "But I don't want to look weak in front of you"

"But you don't look weak to me--"

Yoosung : "Goodbye, Seven... I'll come back when I look stronger"

He lets go of my hands

He opens the door and starts running

I start chasing after him, hoping he doesn't get hurt
I catch up to him

I can't tell if he is crying or not... there is so much rain...
"Yoosung"

....

"I will love you forever and ever"
"No matter what"
"I will never stop loving you"
"You are the most valuable person to me"
"I want you to remember that"
"Okay?"

Yoosung : "...okay"

I give him a kiss on his lips, it feels like one of those movies when it's raining and a couple shares a kiss in the rain
He doesn't pull back
He is blushing a lot, but so am I
I let go

"I love you and I mean it"
"I want to prove it to you, but I don't know how to"

Yoosung : "Hmm... how about loving me forever?"

"I will love you forever, so deal"
He kisses me, I'm actually surprised since I usually kiss him first
Of course, I don't pull back

A few people see us, but I don't care because I love Yoosung more than I fear people judging me
I love Yoosung more than anything in this world

Yoosung : "I have to go home soon though... I have to go back to school"

"Oh yeah..."
"Do you have to go?"

Yoosung : "Unfortunately, yes"

I whine, "Now?"

Yoosung : "Yes because it's starting to get dark"

"Fiiinnneee"

I really don't want him to leave, but he has too

"How about I drop you off at you're house?"

Yoosung : "Sure~"

We got in the car and starting driving towards his house
We talked while I was driving, I got to know about him more, I was reminding him every two minutes of much I love him~

I got to learn about his family and past and he got to learn about... my family and my past...

We're almost to his house
"Yoosung"

Yoosung : "Yeah?"

"From now on, can you call me Saeyoung?"

Yoosung : "Okay, if it feels more comfortable for you"

"Thank you"

We arrive at Yoosung's house

"I hope to see you soon"

Yoosung : "Me too"

I don't know why, but I start crying

Yoosung : "It's okay Saeyoung, I'll make sure to call you everyday until I get to go see you again~!"
Yoosung : "I promise"

"Okay"
I kiss him on his cheek

"Goodbye, I hope to see you soon"
I smile trying to look happy
I get back in my car and continue crying... I feel like I just lost a huge part of me... but I didn't since Yoosung is still alive and healthy
My emotions are so weird...

I drive back home
As soon as I get home I call Yoosung... I miss him already

(Sorry I that I haven't updated in a while, I was kind of sick, but I'm feeling better! :D)

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