Yoociel/Yooseven [Horribly Written Warning]

Can't Live Without You

Yoosung's P.O.V.
*Sniff* I'm sorry Saeyoung... You didn't do anything wrong... I'm the one who did something wrong.
I outburst into tears.

*A few weeks later*
I look at my phone. Quite a few missed calls from Saeyoung and a voice mail from him. I listen to the voicemail.

"I'm so sorry for whatever I did Yoosung"
"So sorry"
"Please tell don't leave me"
"Please tell me what I did wrong"
"....."
"Please pick up my calls, I need to hear your voice"
"I need to see you again"
"We can talk this through"
"We can make things like they before"
"We can be happy..."
"...Together"
"Please Yoosung"
"I'm begging you"
"Forgive me for what I did wrong"
"Please..."
*Voicemail ends*

You didn't do anything Saeyoung... You're the one who has to forgive me... For what I almost did...

I want to see if Saeyoung is online... How he's doing... I hope he is okay...
Yoosung★ entered the chatroom
ZEN: I swear, a few weeks ago a guy with blonde hair came to my house and then I fainted
ZEN: I can't remember who or what he looked like other than besides he had blonde hair
ZEN: I'm trying so hard to remember...

Jaehee Kang: Please do not strain yourself, Zen
Jaehee Kang: I'm sure the police will figure out what happened soon (You're so screwed, Yoosung xD)

ZEN: I hope so...
ZEN: Oh, hey Yoosung
ZEN: You don't seem as active here anymore
ZEN: Why is that?

Yoosung★: I've gotten busy in my life

ZEN: How is Saeyoung doing?
ZEN: He hasn't been here a lot either...

Yoosung★: ...

Jaehee Kang: ?

ZEN: Is he okay?

Yoosung★: ...

Jaehee Kang: Oh no...
Jaehee Kang: There is most likely some bad news.

Yoosung★: I think he is fine...
Yoosung★: I hope he is...

ZEN: Shouldn't you know how he is doing?
ZEN: You are in a relationship with him.

Yoosung★: ...
Yoosung★: Not anymore...

I can feel tears starting to build up in my eyes

ZEN: Oh,
ZEN: I see...

Yoosung★: And before you ask,
Yoosung★: I don't want to talk about it.

ZEN: Are you sure?

Jaehee Kang: Zen, I think you should respect the fact that Yoosung doesn't want to talk about it.

Yoosung★ left the chatroom

*Sigh*
Tears, tears are coming down my cheeks. If Saeyoung were here he'd be able to cheer me up...

*Another few weeks later*

Saeyoung's P.O.V.
Ah! I made this cut too deep. It burns...!
Currently, I'm on the ground in a small corner with a razor next to me. My head is faing down. Blood all over my arm. The door for the room I'm in is closed.

*Knock knock*

I took off the alarm. Anyone could come in and steal things from me or kidnap me. It's not like I really care though, I have nothing to live for... Yoosung was the only reason keeping me alive. Now that he left me, I don't have any reason to live.

*The door opens*

"Hello?"

That voice sounds... familiar... Almost like Yoosung's voice. It's probably just my imagination.

My door opens. I don't bother to look up.

I see... water dripping...?

"S-SAEYOUNG!"

The person who came in quickly goes next to me, onto the ground, and throws the razor far away from me.

"Saeyoung!"

I look at the person who came in. It's Yoosung. He... he is crying...
He quickly realizes the blood all over me. He takes off his favorite light blue sweater and wraps it around my cut to make it stop bleeding.

W-wow... he basically just gave up his favorite sweater of all time... for me...

"Saeyoung! What were you doing!"

"Yoosung...?"
"It's nothing..."
"I wasn't doing anything..."
I look down

"What do you mean you weren't doing anything?! Saeyoung! Look at me!"
I puts his hand on my face and moves my face a bit to make me look at him.
"Saeyoung, what you're doing is not okay!"
"You can't do that to yourself! It makes me worry too much about you!"
"It's not okay!"
"I care too much about you!"
I start to cry a bit
"N-no! I didn't mean to yell at you..."
"I'm sorry"
"I came here to apologize, not to yell at you"
"I'm sorry for breaking up with you"
"It was the worst decision I ever made in my life"
"I'm so sorry"
He gives me a hug. I can feel his tears on my sweater.
He truly cares about me...
"It's okay..."
He lefts go of me
"I can't live without you anymore..."
"Saeyoung... w-will you be my boyfriend again...?"

I'm in shock. I wasn't expecting him to say that...

"..."

He is nervously waiting for a response

"...Y....yes!"

He kisses me, with happy tears

"I'm so happy"

He smiles, such a happy smile.

"Oh! Let's go the hospital, quick! I can't let you be hurting anymore!"

Yoosung and I go into my car. He starts to drive.
Hmmm... since when did he learn to drive?

We arrive to the hospital. They take me into the emergency, leaving Yoosung in the waiting room.

Yoosung's P.O.V.
Nurse: "Oh! Tom you're back! Good, we really need you're help!"
H-huh?!
"Oh, um, about that... I'm uh... Tom's twin brother! My name is... uh... John!"
Nurse: "Oh"
Nurse: "Do you know where your brother is?"
"He is um... he had to move away, unfortunately..."
Nurse: "Okay"
The nurse leaves.
Whew! Now, that was close!

I'm so happy Saeyoung is my boyfriend again!!!
*A few hours later*
Saeyoung comes out of the room, he has stitches on his arm. (Well, that was quick)

"Are you okay?"

"Yup!"

He smiles at me

"Let's go back to your place now"

"Okay~"

I start driving towards Saeyoung's house. On the way there...

"Hey, Yoosung, I have something to tell you..."
"Hm?"
"I hope you don't get mad at me because of this, but... I kind of... quit my job a while ago for you..."
"F-for me?!"
"Yeah... I couldn't risk our relationship for my job, so I decided to quit... Since, ya'know... I can't have a relationship with someone with the job I have..."
"I hope you forgive me"
"I do forgive you, it was your decision and whatever you decide, I'm happy as long as you're happy" (I feel like Saeyoung should have said that xD)

We arrive at Saeyoung's house.

(Let me end the chapter there because I wrote over 1,000 words. Yay~! Longest chapter in this book!)

(P.s.: I almost cried while writing this and I'm like an emotionless soul-)

(P.s. again: I'm not going to check for mistakes 'cause I'm feeling a bit lazy today)