What goes on in my mind each day/night {thoughts journal}

Im afraid..

Why am I so afraid to tell you things?
I'm just scared you'll think I'm just a constant cry for help.
I want you to talk to me.
You have no idea how hard I'm crying on the other side of the screen.
I wish you would get that gut feeling that something's wrong.
I want you with me. I want to be in your arms while you told me, "Everything's going to be okay.."

Hold me, wrap me up.
I'm cold. Please warm me up in your embrace.

I'm afraid. Please notice my silent cries.