Mistakes

I don't even know how strong she is!

Spencer's POV

I woke up and no one was there. Not even my mom. Weird. I sat up and got on my phone and I had tons of tweets to me. I went through them and about one or two were hate and the rest were telling me to Stay Strong. I decided to start writing a new song. Never too many songs right? I grabbed a paper and started to work on it. 

~

I kiss the scars on your skin. Why did you do this! I don't ever want to loose you. 

I don't understand this. I never will! God, you vulture! Bring them back right now!

Why the hell did you take them! Someone bring them back! Stay away from them it's not there time!

I hate this flavor with a passion, and I fucking hate the aftertaste! 

Wake up! I know you can hear me!

How does it feel? Well, it feels like im on fire!

I know that you're in pain! Make me a promise here tonight!

Never again!

Tonight, I'll make you feel beautiful again.

When I met you you never looked so alone

But little did you know, I would stop the world for you!

~

Someone knocked on the door and I set down the paper then yelled

"COME ON IN" The girls walked in and smiled at me

"haii" Anaya said

I laughed and waved at her. 

"What you doin b-" 

"Never mind shouldn't use those words in front of them" Phoebe laughed and so did I

"What are your doing" Phoebe started again

"Working on a new song" I smiled and Phoebe grabbed the paper

"Is this it?" She asked

"Yeah" I said back

"Can I read it" She asked I smiled and nodded then she started to read it

"I wanna read it after her" Alice smiled 

"Then me" Kat laughed

It went silent as Phoebe read the paper. 

"I like it so far" Phoebe said and handed the paper to Alice

I smiled then my mom walked in with a bag. 

"What's that?" I asked

"It has your clothes in it your going home tonight" She smiled 

"Thanks" I smiled back

"The songs really good" Kat said

"Yeah it is" Alice said 

"Thanks" I said again

"We're gonna let you get dressed" Phoebe said then they all walked out

I got dressed and then pulled my hair back. I opened the door for them to come back in. They walked in and then the doctor did. I smiled at him and he smiled back.

"Alice likes you" I smiled and Alice started to blush wich made me laugh

"Lucky her, i'm not married" he laughed

"Hmm I have some serious hooking up to do" I laughed and Alice blushed even more

"I'm gonna go wait in the car" Alice said then started to leave but Phoebe ran to the door so she couldn't get out 

"I believe not" Phoebe said then tilted her head a little and smiled 

"You guys suck!" Alice said and then turned back around

"Someone will be dating a doctor pretty soon" I smiled and Alice blushed even more

"If i'm lucky" He said and smiled

"ALICE DID YOU HEAR THAT!" I yelled and then she blushed even more

"She talks when shes not trying to hide her cheeks that look like strawberries" I laughed 

Alice tried to get Phoebe out of the way so she could go out. Phoebe laughed and kept pushing her back

"Fuck you need to work out less!" Alice said 

"Shit I just swore in front of a doctor"

"God I should stop doing that" Alice said 

The doctor laughed and so did everyone else in the room. We watched as Ali tried to get out

"It's no use Ali" I laughed

"Yeah well you know how strong she is...wink wink" Alice said then looked at me and laughed

"OH COME ON ONLY THREE DAYS I DONT KNOW STRONG SHE IS!....well yet" I yelled the first part then Kat and Ali had a surprised look on there face

"Shit, my doctors in here" I laughed

"SPENCER! YOU CAN'T SAY THAT YOUR LIKE...17!" Ali yelled

"Ohh I aged well" I joked and Phoebe laughed

"We're gonna go now" I smiled at the doctor and grabbed the paper I was writing the song on.

"wait...Ali come here" I smiled she looked at me curiously but then came over to me

I pushed her lips against the doctors then ran out of the room. I looked back and she was running after me. I laughed then ran outside and then jumped in the car and locked the doors. I laughed and unlocked the doors she got in and I jumped out and ran back in the hospital. I ran behind Phoebe and used her for a protection. We soon all walked back to the car and Ali was sitting against the car. I got on my phone and got on ask.

'Why did you try killing yourself'

I read and decided to say something back to that.

'That's kinda personal sorry babe' 

I got off ask and went onto Kik. I went through the messages and replied to all of them. They all answered back really quickly. So many people were asking me to prove myself by taking a picture of my scar. 

We got out of the car and I decided to go to my room. I took a picture of the scar and sent it to all the people who wanted me to prove myself. They all started to freak out because they knew I was read