Lost

Chapter 1

"Brenda let's go! You always look like shit either way, quit staring at yourself!" I hear my brother call from the hallway. Today is my first day as a sophomore, he will be a freshman so of course he's excited, I already know what high school is all about and I dread going back to that horrible place.

My freshman year I started with the same group of friends I had in middle school, Kimmy was still dating Jamie, Cassie, Randy,Alyssa and I were still single and to be honest we always will be! As days passed little by little we split apart and today.. well today I don't even know who I will be having lunch with.

"Brenda let's go! Oh my god we don't live across the street from the school you know hurry up! Damn!" My brother like always, extremely bossy and rude, he is so annoying sometimes but I love this kid.

"I'm coming god, you have seven minutes to walk to class anyways! Ugh freshmen!" I mean he really has nothing to worry about, it's only 7:45 it takes about 15 to 20 minutes to get to school depending on traffic, the first bell rings at 8:07 and the tardy bell rings at 8:15. we have time child!

"Shut the fuck up you were just a freshmen a few months ago!" I know how much it annoys freshmen when upper classmen call them freshmen, that's pretty much why everyone does it. A freshmen falls and drops papers, everyone and I mean everyone will look at each other, roll their eyes and say "freshman" that's just how our school works. It's really annoying but those are the perks of being a freshmen!

"Liam go call your sister, what's taking her so long?" I hear my mom in the kitchen.

"No I already talked to her too many times and she will not listen to me! She keeps staring at herself in the mirror, she's ugly anyways!" My brother is such an asshole.

"stop. She's not ugly. Brenda what's taking you so long we have to go now or we'll be stuck in traffic for hours!" I can hear my mom is growing impatient.

"I'm coming. I just need to put my shoes on!" I shout rolling my eyes as I slip on my gold glittery sandals.

It's the first day of school and of course everyone will be looking they're best. I'm wearing teal shorts with a cream loose tank with some gold studs on it. My sister got me some new Aldo sandals back in April for my birthday, they have the band that ties around your ankle and on the band coming up your foot they have some gold studs which match my tank top. I decided to straighten my hair and this time I'm not putting any bobby pins on my bangs. I will admit I'm a little nervous to have bad teachers or annoying classmates but other than that I could care less.

"okay, I'm ready let's go." I say rushing as I grad by stuff and run out the door.

I get in the car turn on the radio and "Roar" by Katy Perry is on.

"oh my god." I say chuckling as I turn it up. Our school mascot is a Lion so I tthink it's a little ironic.

we finally arrive at school.

"bye madre!" I wave at my mom as I rush out of the car my intimidated brother behind me.

"Be good. Good luck!" Be good? Okay mother you act like I'm actually going to do something bad.. Oh well maybe that was directed towards Liam, he's known for being a bit of a trouble maker in class.

"oh god look at all the swag fags!" My brother say in shock as we walk past the front of the school.

"aha yea I know!" I'm also a little in shock. there have always been guys who try hard in their appearance but this year there are a lot wearing too many name brands. They must be freshmen.

"Liam!" I hear someone straight ahead of me shout my brothers name but I can't see them, the stupid sun is right on my face. It's getting really hot, I feel myself sweating and my hair is starting to curl at the roots. It's only 8 in the morning what is this?!

"oh hey! Alright well my friends are right there so Ima go now." and just like that I am left alone in the middle of campus. All I can think about now is finding someone I know and not running into someone I don't like. Just as I'm taking my phone out the first bell rings. Yes saved by the bell! I'm really close to my first period and I don't want to be the first one there so I guess I'll walk to my locker and act as if I'm looking for my book. I obviously wont need my book on the first day, it's not an AP class but I mean everyone brings their book so its fine!

"Brenda!!!" Just as I reach my locker I hear someone call my name, it's a girl voice but I have no idea who it could be? I turn around and I have the most confused stupid look on my face. It's Patricia.. great. Patricia and I were friends in middle school but at times it seemed as if she wasn't very honest with me and I feel like she saw me as competition, I never really understood why. Ever since she really just annoys me.

"what class do you have?" she asks me with the biggest smile which is really confusing me

"uh, I have English. With um some new teacher" I respond to her question trying to make my smile look as convincing as possible.

"Me too! Let me see your schedule!" Great. This is just awesome!! I hand her my schedule hoping we will not have anymore classes together.

"uh okay. no. no. nope. yay. okay. oh my gosh guess what we have three classes together!" she's still looking at my schedule as if she were double checking.

"Really? That's cool well at least I'll know someone in 3 out of 8 of my classes!" I sound more convincing this time. I am a bit happy because I will know someone but at the same time I don't want to be stuck with her. oh well I guess I have no choice.

The day drags on. I feel like I have been at school for months and it was only seven hours. I am exhausted and I need a nap!