Lost

Chapter 6

Brenda's P. O. V.

Last night is all a blur, the only thing I remember is how shitty my life is. I can not believe I allowed my friends to get me drunk, we're just kids we can't be doing this kind of stuff!

Everyone is still knocked out, well it's only 8 in the morning so I guess I shouldn't be expecting any food until 12. Randy was getting real crazy and I really don't think either Cassie nor Randy had any drinking experience because they were losing control.

Since no one's awake I decide to take a walk, I see Randy's dog walking around the house and I decide to take it for a walk as well. I'm not really sure why I decided this since I am terrified of dogs but whatever I already got him all leashed up and everything. I leave the house in the same clothes from last night hoping I don't smell too much like alcohol, and even if I did why does it matter it's not like other kids my age aren't doing the same thing. As I zone off I don't realize I have let go of Charlie, Randy's dog, and I'm not really sure where he could have gone? Fuck! I'm so stupid!!

I begin to shout his name but I don't hear it see anything. I'm freaking out, I can not lose a dog, not Randy's dog she would die without him!! I have no idea where to look, what if he gets run over or something!

Just as I shout his name for the last time and begin to give up I hear a bark behind me. I turn around and there he is, you would not believe the relief I felt when I saw him! you also wouldn't believe who was with him, Harry. Fucking hot as Harry Styles looking beautiful at 8 in the morning while I look like I just vomited repeatedly.

"Oh hey Harry." I wave at him shyly.

"Hi Brenda, is this Charlie?" He asks with a smile as he kneels down to pet him.

"Yeah. I didn't even realize I had let go of the leash when-" he cuts me off

"Oh I see, you're still drunk?" he gives me a mischievous look and I'm confused on how he knows i was drinking last night.

"Harry, how? Do you" I struggle to find words.

"How do I know you were drinking?" He speaks for me.

"Uh yea..?" I give him a confused look.

" You booty called me last night" now I am convinced he didn't know anything and I just ratted myself out. I begin to walk away as he grabs me from my arm.

"I'm not lying Brenda. You probably don't remember but I can show you how long our call was. " He pulls out his phone.

30 minutes.

I am so embarrassed, god knows what I said in those thirty minutes! I was so drunk I don't remember anything I could have been drunk enough to talk about all my sex fantasies with him. God he's just so hot and perfect.

"What did I say?" I ask full of shame.

"Let's just say I didn't expect that from you and I have never been so turned on before, and well if your offer of me fucking you rough and hard is still open I can not wait!" I'm seriously so turned on by the thought of rough sex with Harry but like I've said before I'm just a kid it would be so wrong for me to do and I am beyond embarrassed!!

"Uh Harry I'm really sorry I didn't know what I was doing and I am so -" he cuts me off again.

"No look I'm sorry I knew you were drunk, I should have stopped you. what I just said was very disrespectful of my part, I apologize. " he begins to walk away. With the dog in his hand.

"Wait Harry!" He turns around extremely fast.

"Yea?" he looks hopeful

"Umm I need the dog back" I point to Charlie.

"Oh erm right!" he hands me the leash and turns back away he seems so down.

But why? why does Harry seem so upset that I don't remember, why does the fact that I didn't mean to do this upset him so much? does he like me? He's still near, if I yelled his name he could hear me. Should I stop him? should I tell him how I feel? but what if he doesn't like me? what if he's just upset because he doesn't get to sleep with me? that's probably it, he doesn't feel the same about me and I should let him go.