Hockey Imagines

Children-Jonathan Toews (Chicago Blackhawks)

*****NOT REQUESTED*****

You laid uncomfortably in the bed in the hospital. You have been there for close to an hour just waiting for the doctor to bring news. You feared the worst. You wanted your unborn child to be okay but that was unlikely. This was the third time you were going through this. This could be the third time you had a miscarriage. Your husband has wanted a child for so long and you felt like you were disappointing him. You felt like you couldn't be everything he wanted. You loved him and he loved you, but you wanted him to be happy. You knew a child would make him happy but you couldn't provide that.

"Y/N," Jonathan came rushing into the room with fright in his eyes, "Kaner just called me." You could see the tears coming into his eyes. "Why didn't you tell me you were in the hospital?" his voice becoming slightly choked up, "I've been worried sick. You wouldn't return my calls and I was terrified something really bad has happened to you." You knew this  was gonna be hard.

"Mr. and Mrs. Toews," the doctor came in behind your husband, "I have the results." Jon took a seat next to you and gripped your hand. "I'm sorry but you lost the child." His grip tightened on your hand. You just stared at him. You could tell he was upset but you didn't know what to do to fix it. You wanted to cry. You wanted him to know that you weren't trying to keep him from having a son or a daughter but you felt he already knew that. It would just be a waist of air.

"I'm sorry," you start to sob, "I'm sorry I can't give you everything you want." He stared at you for a minute. You were scared of what he was gonna say next. If he was just gonna walk out. "You deserve everything you want. You deserve to be the amazing father I know you want and will be. You deserve someone who can give you that." His expression changed and you were positive he was gonna walk out of the room. 

"Y/N...why would you say that?" His voice was cool and calm.

"Because you deserve someone who can give you all that you'll ever want. And that includes having children."

"Don't say that ever again," he grabbed both of your hands, looking in your eyes, "I love you. I could never picture myself with anyone but you. So we hit a bump in the road. So what the plans aren't going exactly as we planned. That will never change the fact that I love you. Yes, I want kids but I'd only want them with you. You are my world."

"Bu...But," you stuttered on your words, "What if I can never have kids?"

"We can adopt," he says ecstatically, "Whether it's a baby human or a puppy. The only reason I kind of wanted to have kids soon was because I know how lonely you get when I go on road trips. We can adopt a baby girl and a puppy. We can give them both better homes." His smile became brighter than the sun. You knew he didn't care whether the child came from you or not. You knew he was here for you no matter what.

"Thank you Jon."

He laid next to you and stared at you for a second before practically screaming like a child himself, "Can we please get a puppy and a daughter!" He was never "Captain Serious" around you. 

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A/N: I know this isn't long and it kind of sucks but whatever. I'm working on more now so please keep requesting and let me know what you think.