The burning light

The girl

There's silence around and yet it's louder than ever. The sounds in my head and the thoughts through my brain. It hurts, the thing that I wanted the most could never be mine. She smiles, with such an uncanny expectation of a smile back. The feeling that is there can't be described. My stomach starts to rumble through confusion of the circumstance. I hate seeing her hurt. She has such a life that only those that love her, can possess. I can't wait to show her the way I feel, just time. As the scars are on her body, I shall repair them with my love. I will show her what she is made of and I will make her love herself. The mirror... it really makes me hate myself. I try to be happy with myself but until I got her, I have doubted myself. She, so beautiful, is my everything and makes me want to better myself. I shall appreciate the opportunity to have such a wonderful girl on my arm. And when we kiss, my hand goes on her soft cheek to then have her ear in between my thumb and pointing finger. My finger tips in her hair... her lips, so soft. And in the moment, we close our eyes to reach the full experience of the connection that we share. As we kiss slowly, our breath begins to speed up. The more we kiss the faster we go. Our hearts racing like it's a race. I feel so much. I didn't know that you could feel this way. I have found my 6th sense. I bite her lip, she pulls me close, we show so much love through a kiss then others do with sex. Young and beautiful creatures we are, we will make such amazing futures together. She brings me more life than my mother did, and I am eternally grateful. I'd give her the world but she is worth more than that.
As I close my grip, my hand still clinched to grapple her. I try so hard to keep her still. She moves and wiggles and then she is all but sad. I love it when she's happy but love it more when it's because of me.