He pulls me close I try to touch him but he says I don't want sex my beautiful girl at least not yet. He pulls me into his arms and kisses me you know me I love u OK I love u and I need you please stay with me let's watch coming to America and relax together. I look at him and say OK and cuddle close to him holding his hands as he kisses me and tells me he loves me.
But I don't believe him . I know he is trying to be there for me but I just can't let him get to close to me . You see this man is a cop. He knows what I am and he doesn't mind orbit I know it's taking everything in him to restrain himself from coming after bryce. The only reason why he doesn't is because he doesn't know how to bust Bryce and not get me killed in the process he wants to save me but how ?
His name is Michael Jackson. He has been a cop for the nypd for a long ten years now . I met Michael while at a restaurant with a man who'd paid me to be his date Michael I notice was looking across the room at me and when I made eye contact with him he began to smile at me .I become him over the thinking time to make a quick buck . But no see he actually cares about me even tho I have to dinner away from Bryce to see him . He found out about me bei g fine to long one time and I never want to get caught again. So me and Michael take careful steps to not get caught . As I walk out of Micheal's apartment I look to my left and right as I walk to my street corner I keep my face stony as I make it to the corner Bryce appears and he doesn't look happy. You got my money bitch he says . I cower and quickly take out the wad of money I've made and pray he doesn't notice the two dollars missing from me try g to buy something to eat . He quickly CPU to the no eh and then looks up at me and instead for once of his usual back hand he hands me my cut of the 15000 I made with sadly I only get 100 of . He says he saves the rest of my mi eh for rainy days but of course I know where the money goes just like I know I'll never get it back. He roughly takes hand and pulls me to the car and he gets into his Mercedes Benz and burns rubber driving us home. When we get to our little run down shake if an apartment his buddy Draco is Sitting at the table sniffing that nasty mess up his nose. He looks at me and icky his lips hey Bryce he calls you think Saundra can handle one last job. I look at Bryce with pleading eyes Bryce ignores me and looks at Draco ,Yea sure just use a fucking Condom don't want my girl catching none of your nasty ass diseases. Draco smiles and lulls out a condom man u K is I AI t git nothing g he says cackling and grabs me hard by the arm pulling me to Bryce's bedroom. Well I know where this is going.
I don't allow my self to think while I'm with him feeling him inside me his hit standing breath on my neck I tune out his distasteful grunts and browns going to happy face Imagining me and Micheal on our trip to the bitch anything g to not think about Draco but he's soon done and he climbs off of me and looks around. He reaches in his wallet and throws he money into the bed I quickly count it. It's all there. Then he walks out and I hear him I here bragging to Bryce about how well I am in bed I get up and quickly run to the shower ready to wash all if this filth off of me . I quickly pull off my clothes and hop into the hot steamy g shower. Should be used to this now I guess. But I'm not . Not at all. I scrub and scrub trying g to get the filth to leave my body but it doesn't work. Why didn't it work ? I sob out. I look around and see my special little friend my little blade. Uphill it up and let it run over over my finger slightly it leaves a small line or trail of blood Como g off my finger. It stings for just a moment then the hurt faded into nothingness I must open another cut but I h e to be careful of where so I can say it's just a scratch Bryce doesn't like it when I cut. It damages the merchandise he says . With is why I have to cut slowly and a little at a type mean while I'm wishing I could slit my throat and end it now but I can't. I love Michael I haven't see him again. I have to live for me and Michael
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I Am Not A Who're (Rewritten)
Actionthis book is about a women who through her abusive relationship with her boyfriend who uses her as a prostitute has to find a way to keep on surviving but it's becoming so hard to push through but then she meets Michael and he makes her feel like...
