Back For You (Sequel to 'Love At For Sight!! <3') BOOK 2

Ch-20 "We Will Be 'Forever And Always' "

Louis' POV

When we pull away, my lips felt cold. She got in the Limo and she was gone. Back with her boyfriend that loves her deeply. I'll never imagine my life without her. I'll never want her gone. I love her so much to just leave her. I wished to have everything back to normally with Heidi in my arms. That's all I want. Just wishing that it would come true.

"Louis, what the hell?" I turn and see angry Sierra. I don't blame her. I just did something that I wasn't suppose to, but I did. There's no going back.

"I know what I did, Sie. Just leave me alone."

"Lou, I know you still love Heidi but... She's with Nathan now. You had your chance. I'm not trying to be the bad guy here. I would tell you to go after her but..." Go after her? I'm not even forcing her to stay with me. I know she has Nathan now but for some reason she doesn't look happy to leave and sierra should see that in her as well. 

"Your right but Sie, you should have seen how she look like once got in the limo."

"I know what I saw, Louis." She sigh. "She didn't look to happy. She had the same expression back when I saw her at the Teen Choice." I saw that too. It was more sadness when I first saw her.

"I don't think she wants to be with Nathan at all." That's what hit me. Heidi doesn't want to be with him, but why is still with Nathan. There's should be a reason why she still with Nathan. 

Heidi's POV

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Going through the doors of the hospital feeling the pain in my stomach. The baby is three months early and Nathan is on his way to the hospital. I kept screaming in pain just want him out. All the nurses are rushing me in the room, puting me on the bed, and getting me ready to push.

"Heidi, we need you to calm down. When I count to three, I want you to push." I widen my eyes freaking out. No! Not till Nathan comes in. He can't miss the birth of our child.

"No, not without Nathan!" I yell in pain. I look up and saw Nathan rushing in now standing next to me. "Oh my god, Nathan. Your here."

"I would always be by your side, baby." He said kissing my forehead many times. I smile feeling more relax. The doctor said it was time for me to push and fast cause the baby might not make it. This is not my first child, I had twins but for some reason right now I have more pain. " Your doing great, baby. It's almost over." Nathan coo me. One more push and I was done but I didn't hear not crying. I look to the side and saw them rushing my baby away. What's going on? What happen? Is my baby ok? I look at Nathan and he gave me a sad smile.

"What's going on, Nathan? What happen?" I said now getting scare. Nathan didn't say nothing, just stare at me now afraid to tell me. "Nathan please I need to know. Is my baby alright?"

"Heidi... he didn't make it. He was so tiny and he couldn't breath that he lost oxygen. " Nathan said. My eyes widen, frozen in the spot.

"No... No... He's dead? No! It can't be!" I was now sobbing not careing that people were looking. My baby is dead. This is not happening. I couldn't stop cry while Nathan try to calm me down. 

"Calm down Heidi, please? Stay strong for me." Nathan said now laying next to me holding me in his arms.

"Mommy!" I heard someone said. I didn't knew where it came from. "Mommy wake up." 

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I woke up breathing hard, looking around where I was then realize we are still in the limo. I look to my left and Stella is next to me all scare and I notice that we have stoped somewhere. I sigh in relief. I told Stella that I was fine. I look and see that James is still asleep.

"I am hungry. I'm bbuying some burgers in 'Jack in the bax'. Want anything Mrs. Sykes?" The driver said. I look at him. Did I just heard it right? Did he just call me Mrs. Sykes? Well yeah I'm dating Nathan so I just let it go for now.

"Now, I'm fine." I said and he nodd.

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We are finally home, I couldn't wait to see the boys. I got out with stella cause James was still asleep. When I got out my bags, the door of our house open. It was the four boys, running to me. I smile happy to see them. 

"Heidi, I'm so glad you came home early." Tom said. 

"Yeah. We all miss you."

"Sure..." I joked. They smile glad to know I was happy. I am to be honest. "Is... Nathan inside." I hesitate to say. They all look at me concern and scare to tell me. Welcome to my world.

"He's inside. Umm... Heidi? He's runk so I prefer you not see him. I don't woant you to get hurt." Max said. I understaand that. Nathan got drunk once when we came back to London. He promise me he won't drink. Why is he doing this to me? Why? So many emotion going through my vain. I push Jay and Siva to the side to go inside to see Nathan"Heidi..."

"I don't care, Max! I need to see him! I'm the reason he's drinking!" I said to him. I turn on my heels and went inside. "Nathan." I said till I heard noises upstairs. I walk slowly up the stairs till I got to the top. Our room is the second door to the right, so I knock on the door. All of a sudden it went quiet. Now what? I hold on the handle, turn it, and push it open. I walked in looking how a big mess it is in here. "Nathan?" I whisper goiing in the room more.

"Heidi?" I jump and turn around seeing Nathan standing by the doorframe of our bathroom. "You came?" I didn't get why he was surprise. Of course I would come back. Why wouldn't I not?

"Of course I would, Nath. I love you and I'm not planning on leaving. Just because we had our first big fight, doesn't mean I was leaving you." I said getting close to him. When I told that I loved him, my heart shatter more. It made sense, everything. I don't love him how I did back then. Now that Louis is back in my life, my feelings for Nathan is becoming to an end.

"I love you too, Heidi. More than my own life." He said grabbing me by the waist pulling me closer to him almost hurting  me and the baby inside me. "I can't let you go but if I love you that much I will." He Added. I try to pull away but he holds me tighter.

"Nathan, your hurting me. Please let me go?" I look at knowing he didn't hear me. "Nathan!"

"We Will Be 'Forever And Always' " He whisper in my ear. "Right baby?" He ask. I heard the door open of our room. I look to see Max and Siva standing there in shock. 

"Guys a little help please."  They waste no time, they came right by my side grabbing me. 

"Nathan mate, let go." and he did. Siva took me out of the room taking me downstairs. Max came down seconds later. What were you thinking Heidi? He could of hurt the baby."

"I know, I know." But I didn't

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Thank god I finish till the bell ring. Hope you like it.

btw : Wow 1329 Words 

--- Heidi :) <3