Back For You (Sequel to 'Love At For Sight!! <3') BOOK 2

Ch-11 Fighting Over You

I turn and look at Louis. "I am-" I cut myself because I ran back to the bathroom and throw up. When I was done I started to cry. Stupid baby hormones. I feel so stress when it comes to this and I know it's bad for the baby. I felt hands rubbing my back. Looking up, it was Louis looking worry. I hug him right away starting to sob.

"Heidi, please tell me what's wrong? I hate seeing you like this."

"I'm a mess Louis. Your fans hate me for breaking your heart. I've  been getting hates and threats to hurt me. It gave me paranoid and going out with the twins even worse." I look up to him and cup his cheeks. He looks like he has tears threating to come out but I know he's trying to be strong for me. "L-Louis, I love you. I fucken you so dam much. For god sake...... I have never stop loving but I don't want to hurt you but hurts me that I just did in some way. Of course Nathan knows that I love you. He won't tell me to stop loving you cause he knows that it will hurt me inside."

"Awwww, princess you did not hurt me. I love you too. More than anything. More than my life and my career. I would stop singing for you... heck I bet Nathan would do the same. I just don't want to see you like this. Hurts me even more to be even seeing you like this. I don't I want pressure you in anything. I want you to calm and tell me when you-"

Louis' POV

"I'm pregnant... Louis." She cut me off still sobbing. What? I froze in my spot shock at what I just heard. "I'm pregnant Louis... that's why I'm here throwing up, getting angry and crying a lot. I didn't want to tell you." I couldn't believe it. She's pregnant but this time not with mine.

I shook my and head and said "Y-Your joking right." I chocked. I felt tears threaten to come but I didn't. Now I'm pissed. How old is she? 20? I felt urge to punch the hell out of Nathan. Yes me and Nathan have gotten along quite well because he's nice to let me see Heidi and my twins even though I have the rights to see my kids.

"N-No Louis I-I'm not." I didn't speak. "Louis?" Heidi asked. I didn't look at her or spoke to her. I stand up right away still not looking at her. "Louis please don't be mad at me. I don't want you to leave." I didn't listen to her. Call me a jerk all you want. I left her there going to the living to find Nathan. I heard footsteps behind and I knew its Heidi. She grab my wrist and turn me around. "Louis please don't do this please. I know what your going to do. Please don't start nothing." I look at straight in the eye seeing her eye red and puffing from crying. I was to mad to think. I pull away harshly and kept walk out the hall. When I saw Nathan still standing there. He turn and saw me going to towards him.

"You son of a bitch." I growl tackling him to the ground. I punch him him on the stomach and he groan in pain.

"LOUIS STOP!!" I heard Heidi behind me. I knew she couldn't help help Nathan at all because the baby is grow and not going to lie I don't want to hurt. Again I didn't listen. Instead of punching him on the face, I'm just punching him on the stomach. "LOUIS PLEASE STOP." I felt pairs of hands holding me back.

"LET GO!" I bark at the people that are hold me.

"Louis stop this now this is not you." I hears Harry said. I'm still trying to escape from their grips. I see Heidi going towards Nathan kneeling down intertwine their hand. My heart broke right there and then.

"Louis what the hell has gotten into you?" Liam ask. I pull away but didn't do nothing. I took a long deep breath and look at Heidi helping Nathan up the ground.

"Yeah, what the hell!"

"Did you know she's pregnant?" I ask Liam. He froze on the spot hesitating to say. "Do you!" I yell.

"Yes I did just a couple hours ago. Louis-" I cut him off.

"Don't Louis me, Liam! This idiot is taking advantage of her! She 20 god dam it!"

"Louis, he's not taking advantage of me. He didn't knew it would-" I cut her off.

"Ohh please that's what you said last time. You said you were ready but I knew you weren't. I didn't want to hurt you and look what happen."

"So you think it's my fault that I got pregnant? Louis, I didn't regret loosing my innocence from you... I don't. I don't even regret given birth to OUR kids." she got up and help Nathan up too. She look at Nathan like given eye signal. Nathan knew what she thinking and nod to her and kissed her forehead. I right away look away, didn't want to see what I don't have. I feel Heidi close to me but I dare not to stare. "Louis look at me." She said but I didn't listen.  I felt her hands cup my cheeks and I right away look at her. God I just love her beautiful brown eyes. They made me so relax. All I want to do right now it to kiss her but I know that I can't do that to her or Nathan. "Nothing change, Lou. I still love you... but I'm with Nathan now."

Heidi's POV

I can't stand to see Louis. I know I'm not with him. I can't mess with head. To be honest I do want to be with Louis but then I also want to be with Nathan. It's stressing me out that bothare trying to stealing my heart but I'm confuse myself. I don't want Louis out of my life and Nath too. As I told Louis that I still love him... but I'm with Nathan. My heart broke just by hearing Louis heart break. Should I make a decision?  But I don't know who to pick. Louis? Nathan? I don't know. I stay standing next to Louis still cupping his cheeks. Louis sigh still looking at me.

"But I won't stop loving you Heidi. I still want you to be mine. Just mine. I love you so much, Heidi. I can't live without you. You are the love of my life. The mother of our kids. Please... be mine." Ohh god he's in tears now. I can't help but to let go mine. I feel the same but... I'm a mess. If I don't make a choice I will loose both of the people that I love.

What should I do.

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Ahhhh!!!

My stomach... Well not really.

I gotta ask. Who do you rather Heidi be with. Louis or Nathan.

Comment and let me know. Well I hope you guys like this story cuz two other more chapters will be kinda short and pretty much I'm going to update fast.

--- Heidi :) ♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥