♡stalker ME!¡!♡

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I am Asif, a ordinary 20 year old university boy. But right now I can be called a stalker. As I'm stalking someone for more than half a year. But I'm a good boy you know.

I practically lead a dull life with nothing interesting in it. I have always been a book worm. Nobody would ever imagine, me, the good boy Asif is stalking someone. It's just way too unbelievable. Someone like me cannot do something as disgusting as stalking. Haha...

Well you can say that I live alone as my mom and dad both stays out from 10 to 10.

My dad is a doctor. He works at a hospital. Then he goes to his chamber. There is pretty much nothing more to say about him. Same goes for my mom beside the fact that she works at an NGO for women and children.

So they literally know nothing about me except for the title GOOD BOY. That I actually am. But I have a secret that nobody knows (without Abrar, my best friend and classmate). C'mon everybody has one. I am sharing mine with you. So don't tell anyone. Okay?

My university starts at 11 but I get up at 6. Why? Because Holy Family College starts at 7 o'clock. So? I go there everyday working day and stand at a side to wait.

Until she comes. My dream girl. Her name is Ashfa. I call her Asha. Asha means hope. She's my dream, my wish, my hope. She is in that college. I don't know if she's a first year or second. I only know that she's a student of that college. I go there to see her.

I have never dated anyone in my life. Never even liked someone. Nobody is just good enough for me. Just kidding. But its true that nobody has ever caught my eyes. Besides her.

She's so beautiful that Angels are maybe nothing in front of her. Her long blackish hair. Her big eyes. It seems I can see her eyelashes from this distance. Her pink lips. Whenever I see her my heart skips a beat. I prefer her hair down. But if her hair is in pony tail, pig tail, or braid, I like her that way too.

It's not that i haven't seen any girls before. I've seen plenty. Pretty ones too. But none of them makes my heart flutter like she can.

She's usually with three or four girls. But I don't even remember their faces. Because the moment I see Ashfa I feel my whole body is in fire. My heart beats are going crazy and I can't breath. I feel a sharp pain in my chest. Because I am madly in love with this girl but this girl doesn't even know me. I don't exist for her.

I follow her to her coaching center and when her coaching is finished I wait for her at the window of my room. When her college breaks off I can't wait for her because at that time I'm in class. If I could I would have waited to see her one more time. To see her smile. The way she smiles, the way she blinks her eyes, the way she flips her hair are enough to make me crazy. Though for her I maybe a stranger but for me she is the one an only ray of sunlight in the darkness of my life.

I don't know why but I feel like she's just alone like me. Though she's always surrounded by girls but she seems lonely. Like I am. I want to remove that loneliness from her life.

I want to tell her, "I'm there for you. So don't be scared, don't be nervous, don't be lonely. Hold my hand and I'll always be with you. We'll always be together."

I hope that day will come soon when I'll be able to say this to her.

Hey... Don't be rude. There's nothing wrong in hoping. A person can hope. I can dream about us walking in street holding hands. Maybe this dream will not come true but maybe it will. We can't decide that right? There's an uncertainty in every prospect of life. That uncertainty is my hope. That hope is my happiness.

A/N. I'm a new writer and English is not my first language. So please don't mind if I've done any mistakes. Enjoy yourself and have a good day!

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