BEST FRIENDS

Chapter 46

Swara and ragini both leave for swaragini mansion but swara with her scooty and ragini with her car as they both are upset. Laksh comes back to his room and sees ragini has left and sanskar is in balcony.

LAKSH TO HIMSELF: Lado left without even giving me my birthday gift and without taking her christmas gift. I know she does not like me in that way but we are still best friends. It is hurting. It hurts. I don't know whether I love her or just like her but it is really painful to see her with someone and the pain increases when that someone is my bhai. Oh god what I am thinking. How can I even think like that. my this kind of thoughts can ruin our precious friendship. And I have to be strong for shona, if she will see me sad then she won't be able to control her emotion. But we both have to control our emotions and hide our feelings for the sake of our friendship and bhai's & lado's happiness. But yes I can't control my anger my bhai and my best friend lied to me. How could they not share such an important thing from me.

SANSKAR (IS IN BALCONY) TO HIMSELF: I never thought that this will be so painful. How can I be so dumb I should have guessed that there is something more than friendship between them. Oh god, for the first time I liked a girl, I loved a girl and... Why the situation is so difficult??? No I can't even think like this. I don't know whether I would be able to love another girl or not but I can't leave my brother and friends again. I don't have courage to see lucky, shona and lado away from me again. If our friendship costs my love then it is really not small thing which is hard to sacrifice. I know it will be painful but at least it won't hurt my dear ones and most important lado. I know she won't agree that she is getting hurt but I know she is going through the same pain. Yes but these emotions can't minimize my anger. How can they hide such a big thing from me???

RAGINI (IS DRIVING) TO HERSELF: this year shona didn't even call me to go to lucky's home with her on her scooty. I understand she wanted to be alone but how can she forget me??? I am her sister, her lado. every year she wishes him first but atleast I accompany her to his house then she takes entry first in his room but this year she didn't even tell me that she is leaving. And lucky just left with shona without even giving me my christmas gift and didn't give me one chance to give him his birthday gift. I don't know why but this is making me really sad. I don't know why but it is getting difficult to control tears. I don't like him but still... May be these all tears are because shona and lucky lied to me or may be due to seeing topper so sad. Whatever the reason is but I am not going to forgive shona and lado.

SWARA (IS RIDING) TO HERSELF: Ragini left from sanlak's mansion without even waiting from me. I agree I came here without informing her but I was angry. Why did she do this to me??? And topper!!! If he would be topper then I would have forgiven him but he is my ansh then how can he do this to me??? But yes I will not let lucky to feel sad because of this. I am not going to forgive them.

Swaragini goes to their room and sleep without uttering even a word. Sanskar comes back from balcony and gives laksh two packets without saying anything. Laksh understood that these are his birthday gifts so he also give him his christmas gift again without even a word. But no one opens his gift they just keep it on their respective side tables without unwrapping it and pretend to sleep.

Sanskar phone rings. He goes to balcony and attends the call.
Mrs. Mathur: oh mychild, how are you???
Sanskar: I am fine mumma (his voice clearly presents his guilt and pain).
Mrs. Mathur: oh thank god. God knows why but I felt like you are in pain and missing me.
Sanskar composes himself
Sanskar: no mumma, I am fine. I am tired. Bye good night.
Sanskar to himself: I am sorry mumma I am hiding that I have got my real family back but I can't tell you on phone. I need to tell you this face to face but this needs a lot of courage. So that when I will see hurt I should be enough strong to wipe your tears. Sorry mumma.