To whom I will leave,
Tonight, I lay down on my bed.
Thinking about the words that you last said.
Tonight, when I lie down by your side
This will be for the last time, but in my heart, you will forever reside.
At first, I thought we would live forever
But now, I can't just do whatever
I have to leave you and fade away into the night
And you have to face it with all of your might
To you whom I leave,
The wind blows by the city
Without a warning, people started giving me pity
They kept whispering sweet nothings at my deathbed
The words that when I was alive, they never said
Pity me not, for I am happy
Is what you might expect me to say to my family
But those words are things I can never say
For those words mean that I may no longer live, which fills me with dismay
To you whom I will leave,
What is it that you most want to say to me?
Will you say the words that say you love me?
As I lay by your side for the last time
Please say everything you want to say to me, before we run out of time
To you whom I will leave,
The memories of us years ago
Or the memories of us, just moments ago
What is the difference between the two?
If I won't be around to be with you
To you whom I leave,
(Hey you, yes you)
Tell me, what is the difference between those two?
Are you really contented with this version of you?
The you who never told me the words "I love you"?
To you whom I leave,
You will never know how much I wanted to hear you say those words
But a song kept repeating loudly, leaving most of your words unheard
I really wanted to hear them, but I kept hearing the same song
The song kept growing in volume as if your timing was completely wrong
To you whom I leave,
I think you definitely were wrong this time around
You thought we could stay happy together if you stayed on the ground
You never wanted to lift off, you just wanted me around
With regrets in your mind, you will need to lower me into the ground
To you whom I will leave,
Tonight, it will be our last night
Be scared, for tomorrow morning will surely be a fright
The morning when my body finally decides
That it can no longer continue this extremely long fight
To you whom I will leave,
Alas, tomorrow my sickness will get the best of me
But you won't know because you'll be sleeping soundly right next to me
Tomorrow, you will wake up with the corpse of a beloved
Tomorrow, you will discover the true meaning of loneliness and dread
To you whom I will leave,
Tomorrow, you will experience the feeling of regret
Pondering upon the many words that you never said
The true feelings that you had for me but you could never interpret
The feelings that we had for each other, but sadly never met
To you whom I leave,
Is it alright if I we leave things like this?
Will you say "I love you" or just leave it like this
Will you send me off with an ordinary goodbye?
Or will you say the words I wanted to hear, not from a lie?
TO YOU WHOM I WILL AND I LEAVE,
As for me, it really is hard to say goodbye
To the person I loved, but to whom I was never able to tell my lie
"I hate you" was my greatest lie
And are the words that I can never mean to say to you until I die
Which is very ironic because technically, I really am dead
Without hearing the words I really wanted to be said
Is this day really our final goodbye?
Maybe so, because this is the day that I will die.
FIN
