Love Kills

New roommate

"Alexander, put the gun down. Now."
We where in our apartment, coming home from the bar. I must have had to much to drink if I was now at home, holding a gun directly at the one person I love. My heart was pumping rapidly and my hands where shaking with fear. Was I really about to do this...? Would you do this to your partner if they where a murder? How did I get myself into this situation? Long story.

Year 2017
A smile ran across my face as I looked out the car window, I had finally arrived to my new apartment complex in New York city. I was told that I'd be given a roommate which I find kind of pleasant, since I haven't really had the time to make any new friends. Maybe this could be a new start for me. The apartment complex was huge, I drove through the open gate and parked my car in front of the front office. I came out with the key in my hand and my apartment number. It wasn't far from where my car was already parked which made it a lot easier for me to unpack. I popped open the trunk and grabbed one of the boxes and started looking for the right apartment number. Bottom floor, which sucked but at least it made it a whole lot easier to drag my boxes into the house instead of walking up hundreds of stairs. I found the right number and practically skipped my way to the door with one of the smaller boxes in my arms. As stupid and as nervous I was I knocked on my own apartment door. I facepalmed and shook my head slightly, "Nice going Alexander, haven't even met your roommate and you already seem like a idiot..." I was startled to hear the door unlocking and opening, revealing this man that was slightly taller then I was, he was wearing a black T-shirt and midnight blue jeans. Jesus Crist he's hot... I only prayed that I didn't say that out load. I got lost in the boys green emerald eyes and his freckled face. He smiled warmly at me and that made my face heat up. "Its, Alexander right? New roommate?" I snapped out of it and nodded, i went in for a handshake "yes, Alexander Hamilton but please, just call me Alex!" I returned a smile. His hand slid into mine and I tried not to freak out and just kept my cool. "John Laurens, call me whatever you want. Here, let me help you with your boxes." He took the box from my arms and my mind started racing. "T-thanks...!" I rubbed my neck nervously and smiled slightly.

<time skip>
I set the last box down in the hallway. I sighed in relief and looked around, the place was bigger than I thought and surprising organized and clean. "So Alex, your room is at the end if the hallway if you where wondering. And I was thinking, after you're done unpacking, we can get to know each other more over a cup of coffee?" John smiled and played with his fingers He's like my other half? No that's impossible, I don't really know him so I shouldn't be talking right away. Even though I do already have a small crush on him. "U-um... yea! Sure that would be great, I don't have a lot of stuff so I should be done in at least a hour." He nodded and walked into what I assumed was his room.

About 40 minutes later I was finally done unpacking. All I had was my dresser and closet full of clothes, and My work desk was resting next to a small window that I simply adored. My computer and papers where neatly settled on my desk and my books lined up against each other on a shelf hanging over my bed, and of course, my nightstand was by my bed with the perfect little lamp that used to be owned by the mother. I dusted off my hands and walked into the bathroom. "Ugh.. this shirt looks so bad, I can't pull off a navy blue..." I was startled to the bathroom door opening, it was just John "you ok Alex, I heard you talking to yourself?" I gulped and nodded "y-yea sorry about that..." I forcefully smiled and held onto the bathroom counter. He smiled back at me and was about to walk out until he said something that made my face light up like a Christmas tree. "By the way, I think that shirt looks really great on you~" He winked and walked out, closing the door behind him. Yup defiantly going to by more navy blue shirts.

I walked out the bathroom and saw John waiting by the door. He had a black leather jacket on which was surprising since he seemed like a really sweet guy. I took a deep breathe and smiled, no this wasn't a date but I like to believe it was.

We walked into the near by Coffee shop, it already seemed like John new about me. Either that or he like coffee as much as I do. We picked a seat near the window, a little farther from where everyone else was. "So Laurens, tell me a little about yourself?" I put my hands together and smiled, gazing into his eyes. I noticed he got really tense and nervous for some odd reason "w-well i don't really know where to start... I was born on October, 28. I'm the oldest child, After my mother passed away, my father took me and my brothers to England for education..." John started to ramble on about his life and I could listen for days but then the waitress interrupted us. She handed me my pure black Coffee and I closed my eyes, taking in the wonderful sent. "Mmm~" I didn't realize I said that out load until I opened my eyes to see John blushing a light pink. He quickly avoided eye contact and order his small meal.

<another, time skip..>
Once we got home I heard John closing the door but he didn't lock it, I looked back at him "going somewhere?" He chuckled and rubbed the back if his neck "long story... don't worry just get to bed and ill be back by midnight." I raised a eyebrow and started untying my shoe laces. "Ok..."

That night I couldn't sleep, I was worrying about John and multiple thoughts ran through my head. "Was John some sort of drug dealer? No... he couldn't be. Maybe he's just meeting up with some friends..." I rubbed my eyes and groaned "damn it Alexander, why are you even worried? Just go to sleep. Sleep..." and without another word, I was out cold.

Nothing but some small fluff here and there but don't worry, it gets worse over time :)) and if you haven't already, go read my other lams fanfic, I Crave You. Story inspired by  iissherlocked go read her lams murder fanfic! :D thanks for reading!