Love Kills

you're okay

"Kill him."

I couldn't believe Those words where coming out of my mouth, Murder is a big deal why should I be attempting it with Him. Someone like John shouldn't be this way for no reason... why and when did he start acting like this? What could possibly be so horrible to have pushed John this far, far enough to kill the love of his life? Was.. Francis the love of his life...?

I sighed having all these thoughts running through my head, John wouldn't kill the one person he loved most, he wouldn't. In my mind I'm trying to go... But right when I thought I should just shake my head no I take back what I said, John gave a clear response back.

"Okay."

"W-what? You would actually-"

"Ill kill him for you."

My eyes widened slightly, was John serious? He seemed to be but... I can't fully trust a murder, epically knowing John was cheating. That's when it clicked back into my head.

"Martha. What about Martha? Will you kill her too..?"

John took a step back he held out his hands as if he where surrendering, shaking them slightly "what- no! Martha isn't anyone special to me Alex, she's my sister. I would never hurt her.." 

Of course she had to be his sister, good job Alex you could have just waited for him to come back from the bathroom to talk about it, but if I never came here... I would have never found out about Francis, so I guess its a good thing? I sighed which made John titled his head slightly, he raised a eyebrow "Alex did you think I was cheating on you? With any of them?Because I swear I'm not, Francis he... he hurt me... really bad. That night I came home drunk, I was trying to drink my pain away." I didn't realize Francis ment so much to John until I saw the tears forming in his eyes, he started choking on his own words "h-he told me to meet him at a restaurant, where we could have our 'happy anniversary' date... but hours past and he-he never showed up, I was stuck there looking like an idiot in front of everyone, until I got a text.." John tried his best to wipe away the tears falling from his eyes but failed, they dripped off his face onto the screen of his phone as he pulled it out, scrolling through and turning the screen around to my attention.

[Bitch who broke my heart]:
Hey John, I couldn't make it to dinner. I'm sorry but I have lots all interest in you and never gained true emotional feelings. I'm sorry but I have met someone else who will treat me better. I'm sorry it had to end this way but we are done, Laurens.

I clinched my fist, swatting Johns phone out the way "what a dick.." John took a shaky breath before nodding his head slightly "Alex help me please... he made me look like a fool... I was surrounded by groups of people just watching me get my heart broken... even the waiter came up to me, placing five dollars on the table, he said 'I lost a bet. I lost to; you being here, waiting for someone, and if they didn't come within 3 hours I had to give my friend 20 dollars and you 5.' It was humiliating Alex..everyone just watched, laughing as I ran out in tears..."

John pulled me into a tight hug, I patted his back shushing him quietly "its okay Baby... I'm so sorry, ill make sure he pays for hurting you.."

It was slightly difficult but I carried John into my room, laying him on the bed. I crawled next to him, spooning him as he calmed down, his heart rate was still speeding and I needed him to stay alive. I turned him over so that we where face to face. He stopped crying but now he was emotionless, dry tear stains remained on his face, shirt, and my pillow. I cupped his cheek, smiling "see... you're okay, you have me now... and I would never do something as bad as that to you, John Laurens.."

John gave a faint smile, he pushed himself closer, giving me a deep kiss. I was still mad at him, but how can anyone say no to this? His green diamond eyes that shine in the lights sun, making you get lost in them, his thick curly hair that I desperately want to braid, and of course his freckled covered body that are like billions of kisses from angles.

John pulled back and smiled, that damn crooked smile of his. You would forget all the bad things, and even the good things because all that mattered, was him. John got up from the bed, he walked to the door and turned his attention back to me before leaving completely "get ready Lexi, tomorrow they'll be more of us~" he winked and walked out the door.

"Damn you John Laurens for making me blush." I stuffed my face in a pillow, my face started heating up to a light shade of pink, and I couldn't wipe the damned smile off my face. Now I knew for sure, I was helpless.

Short chapter today because I'm a lazy mess but I hoped you enjoyed, also this story might end short and be prepared for some very emotional angst during the ends.