yeah... every time i read this there is a big fight in my heart and mind.
heart says ofcourse . I need him , i want his ✋ holding mine while waking , i want that feeling when he hugs me and i used to feel safe. I want him to be with me in my hard times to hold me together , I want to share my happiness and craziness with him again...
but.. 😢
my after everything he has done my mind says .. he doesn't deserve me .. I can't trust him anymore what if he broke me again??
but how to forget him when everything reminds me of him ... I can burn everything which reminds me of him but how to burn myself .. ???
