Every night I close My eyes , hug my pillow tightly and imagine, the time that will never come.
I think about the my dreams , our life together, our wedding , small fights , cuddling and even some time making love too ;') ...
Because It is the only way I can sleep without crying...
that's why every night I try to escape from reality to live in some imaginary world..
But the moment I woke up thinking I am sleeping beside you and the moment I open my eyes reality hits me..
at That time I feel like living that exact moment again, when you left me alone.
And that moment is my personal hell..
hadiya...
