*RECAP
I felt like this was the perfect home. "I love it!" I told Justin. He hugged me and said "Good, because we will be living here a really long time."
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"Okay so we move in Friday." Justin said as we drove back to the apartment.
"So I can do the furniture shopping online and get any extra stuff we may need from target." I thought since Justin did a big part in buying the house I could at least get the furniture.
"Okay, I will give you my credit card and you.." I stopped him mid sentence
"No babe, I can buy it." I said. Justin has done enough already
"No please baby, I can pay." Justin said
"But you already paid for the house I don't want to have you paying for everything." I said.
"Okay you can pay for the extra stuff and I will get furniture." Justin said
"Okay, I guess..." I didn't like that Justin was spending so much money.
We finally made it back to the house the drive was like 45 minutes. Justin helped Jamie out of her car seat and we went inside. It was now very late outside. We decided to order a pizza and watch a movie. Jamie fell asleep in the middle of the movie, so Justin carried her to her room and put her to bed. Justin finally came back and we continued to watch the movie and cuddle.
*The next morning
I woke up on the couch next to a sleeping Justin. He looked so adorable. As I tried to get up he pulled me back down. "Justinnnn I have to get uppppp!" I said trying to get lose of his grip. "Nooo cuddle with me babe." He said pulling me closer. "I can't I have to get ready to film my YouTube video." I told Justin who was still pulling me closer to cuddle him. "You still do those videos?" He asked. I've been doing YouTube videos for 4 years now. When I first met Justin that night, I told him about my YouTube. I do challenges, makeup, fashion, etc. videos. "Yeah, it's been four years and I'm still going." I said smiling proudly. "Wow, how many subscribers do you have now?" He asked. "Almost 2M" I said. "Wow! he said hugging me."
I got up and went to shower.
Today was a chill day so I decided to wear something a little comfortable and not a lot of makeup.
After getting ready I filmed my video and edited for a few hours.
After editing for a really long time I went downstairs with Justin and Jamie to have some family time. I really loved the sound of that, "Family time" It just felt so right with me, Justin, and Jamie.
"Hey babe" Justin said as I sat next to him on the sofa while we watched Jamie on the floor playing with her barbies, she was adorable. "I see you've been working hard all day baby" Justin said to me. "I know, being a youtuber could be hard at times but its worth my time." I told him. "How about we go get some Ice cream." Justin said. When he said that Jamie's eyes lit up. I laughed at her and went to grab my keys.
(At the ice cream shop)
"Can I have one chocolate and two cookie dough?" Justin was paying for the ice cream while me and Jamie sat at the booth and waited.
"Hi are you Joselyn?" one girl came up to me. "umm yeah.."
"Stay away from Justin, he doesn't need some trash like you." She said and walked away. I decided not to tell Justin what happened I didn't want to upset him.
"One chocolate and cookie dough for my two favorite girls." Justin said handing me and Jamie our ice cream.
(Later back at the house)
I was scrolling through twitter looking at all of the hate that has been sent to me.
"SLUT"
"Justin doesn't want you!"
"You're only using him for his money and fame"
"You're not even cute"
"Is that really Justin's kid?"
I just closed the laptop and cried.
"What's wrong babe?" Justin said walking in the room.
"Your fans hate me.."
"Those aren't my fans that hate you babe, those are just 'wanna be fans'. If you have haters just know they're hating because you have something they want. Maybe its your beauty, your smile, or even me. Babe people are gonna talk, sometimes you just have to let them." He said.
I smiled as he wiped away my tears.
