Grande

Prologue

Slight note before I begin, but I might be a little slow on posts cuz school and shit and I obviously can't write yaoi at school sooooo... enjoy I guess! Also, if ur not into smut without context, u can skip the first chapter because it's not crazy important it's just details about Daichi's sex life so
-Lucy

The air was thick with the smell of her. It was so thick that every breath involved breathing in her, and every breath was like inhaling knives of her love, inhaling something sharp and horrifying only because there just simply wasn't enough of it. It was sweet like flowers he used to pick for her when they were younger, and filled to the brim with old memories that tormented him to no end. God help him he would never get over her, never would be able to even begin forgetting her. She was everything.
She was everything.
Sometimes he whispered her name in the middle of the night, just to hear it out of his mouth. It was so damn beautiful, so precious now that he dare not say it anywhere else.
She was everything.
He often wished that maybe, just maybe, if he came home early that day... then... and suddenly his mind breaks down and he's crying and he's crying and crying a kind of tears that don't make a sound. And then he'll whisper I love you between the tears and try to forget her but he can't do it, he's just there. In that moment, he's just there. Existing. And he knows deep in his heart that he will never love again.